Weinisa!

This rocker is turning 16 soon & being on time is what I can never achieve. :B
Boy at heart though trying
to be more charboh-like. >:D


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Thursday, January 31, 2008 @ 12:39 PM
Still the 8th, 9th & love.

WOW! Blogger changed their posting outlook. ;D Its pink instead of orange. Heh.
I should really SHUT MY BLOODY MOUTH UP & THINK BEFORE I UTTER A SINGLE SYLLABLE! I really am too straight forward & even if Im joking, I dont sound like I do. ): Is it because Im too sensitive or other people are sensitive or am I just worrying for nothing? T.T Im driving myself nuts.





Check this picture out. Hahaha! She obviously had breasts implants and a bikini wax. She looooks absolutely pretty........if she were 20! Crapppppzsx. It totally freaked me out. LOL!

I think people who have Plastic Surgery really have low self-esteem and even if he/she were really ugly, he/she shouldn't really resort to Plastic Surgery. Maybe just thicker make-up. Why put yourself in danger for bigger breasts & bigger eyes?

Yuuuuuuck. ):

Click on the picture for a better (and grosser) view.




Urghhhhs. My blog is getting more & more mundane. I have nothing random to blog about! Crap. Its so hot! Lucky ol me didn't attend school today. ;D

Stupid family always quarrelling for God knows what reason. My life is stinkingly BORING. SOMEONE or SOMETHING spice up my life? ):

Lessons are boring, teachers are boring sometimes even slacking is boring. Thats a miracle, for me. Urghs. Its just another one of those days thats makes you wanna scream at someone who pokes you on the shoulder.

How I wish I can go back to Secondary one. I listened(I atcually did. Omg.) to what MeeMee said yesterday(or some days ago) that every second wasted never comes back. I wish I never said anything bad about anyone, I wish I never sowed discord between us, I wish I never worked, I wish loving you could have been a happiness, not a chore. Aw man, what's the use??!! Although I told everyone that I don't regret because in life, you cannot regret, I still do at times. It's just HUMAN! I feel crappy. I don't think anyone reads any of this crap anyway.

I don't know where to go! Studies first? Friends first? Or family first? If I help my family, I have no time for my academics & friends. If I have studies first, my family will scold me for not looking after Nicho, my friends will keep a distance from me & never ask me to go out again because Im a JOY KILLER. If friends go first, my mum will screw me upside down & my studies are once again neglected.

How I wish my mum & uncle can be more understanding at times. They just keep quarrelling over small matters that don't even matter at all! Hais. I dont get it. Someone, take me away!

8 more days to 2nd month.
9 more days to 7th month.
Days like them still mean a lot to me, though I never think of you anymore.



Tuesday, January 29, 2008 @ 10:18 PM
Down to do.

Some things I should do by the month of Feb.
1. Straighten things out between my 2 favourite friends.
2. Shut my stupid mouth up. I think I really should control what I say to other people. Im such an insensitive bitch.
3. Sit appriately. (HAHAHA. Imagine me doing that, but aw well, I guess I should.)
4. Go for every single practice of band & improve drastically so that Mr Samad cannot criticise me anymore. MUAHAHAHA!!
5. Follow up to my personal time-table.
6. No vulgarites.

Things I should get right before the end of the year.
1. Really live up to the phrase, "笑笑过人生"(:
2. Cherish every single soul I have around me. (This will be VERY hard.)
3. NO BITCHING/GOSSIPING/BADMOUTHING.
Last but not least, revert to the same old me.

I agree that it was never the same since Secondary One. Ever since that unimportant note to all. I haven't apologised. I couldn't give an easy, simple, sincere apology. Why? I was proud. I was too proud to admit that I was wrong. I was too self-centered to accept any other reasons that were given. I was stubborn. (I still blame it on puberty.)

So, here's from me to Ms JBT,

IM SORRY.
I'm sorry for putting all of you through very unnecessary hatred, trouble, thoughts. I'm very sorry. Although this stupid word can't plaster all the wounds, I still have to say it. It was the result of being too caught up trying to not get pangseh-ed. :/
For now, avoiding doesn't solve anything..it just makes more misunderstandings happen. I don't know. I guess I never really knew you inside out, outside in. I assumed. My bad.
Im attracted, maybe.
Its just your way of showing your affection. Cmon, dont be such a straight head.
Life is too short to have these many problems.



Monday, January 28, 2008 @ 10:34 PM

Things are getting worse. Omg. I want a paper rose. ):

Faster new year. Stephanie faster come back. Elton faster go out with me. People faster jio me out. ECP gang faster bring me go MSCP lao yu sheng. For the mean time, Im going to crap with Kok & Kel to forget about my crappy life. T.T
Sian1/2, I wanna be past self.
I think I like you.



Sunday, January 27, 2008 @ 12:43 AM
Vulgarities.

*EDITED
Met Rid in the morning. Shawn came with BoonPin too. Did some homework at TPY library & went to eaaaaaaat. I FOUND HAIR IN MY SWEET POTATO SOUP! Wtfzzz. Went back to TPY library after Shawn had two plates of rice & some juice. HAHAHA. Slacked for awhile while Rid kept asking some annoying questions which I refused to answer.

Ran back to the busstop at about 315 & met Kok at the MRT station. Wtf. He cut his hair until sibeh cute sia. --"' Walk down to my house there, put my bag & my books at home & went down to meet Kok & waited for Gary. After 10minutes, Gary showed up. Walked down to Kelly's house & met Joyce & Alvin. Kelly(Heehee, sorry Joyce. XB) & Rafi were late AS USUAL. HAHAA. Talk crapppps & laughed like shit in the bus until we reached Cine. :DD Kena, kana, kena, kana.

Walked around & saw some anklets. Joyce, Kelly & I bought one each & Gary & Kok went to TAG. -.- CAN BOTH OF YOU STOP TAGGING THINGS??!! Omgzzz. Went up to the arcade to play House of the Dead 2. After changing money into tokens, we realised that House of the Dead 2 not working. Wtfzzz. Spent the tokens on those funny funny sitting down game. HAHAHA. -.-

They wanted to watch Vanished. OMG LAH. AT FIRST SCARED LIKE SHIT so played scissors, paper, stone to see whether wanna watch. -.- EH VERY LAZY TO BLOG LEH.

Saw ShiYun, YaoChong & Sera right behind us. Watched Vanished & laughed like shit with Rafi. WABIANG GOT ONE CHARBOH WEAR NIGHT GOWN-LIKE DRESS INTO THE CINEMA. WAH FUCKING FUNNY SIAAAA!! Laugh & laugh & laugh in the cinema. Sat in between Rafi & Kok. During the part whereby the man got stuck in the toilet cubicle, I used the popcorn box to cover my face & asked who was coming. "Your mother". Then after that got bell sound, I ask whether got people anot. "No have. Got cat. Meow." Walau, I laugh until can die. Then Alvin sibeh scallop. Got dripping menses part, he close his eyes like one pajiao idiot. HAHAHA. Rafi kept making comments about the actors & actresses. HAHAHA. Wabiang eyyyyyyyyy, first say the first woman crazy, then say the 2nd woman all the emotion on the face all the same!! Buay tahan siaaa. :DDD

After the movie, we walked to Far East Plaza. We saw this charboh, around her 20s. Wakao, she jump towards this man who was about 40+ & she said "I want to buy a bikini, I want I want I want!" -.- Wa bitch sia. Hahaha. Walked around & crapped about people's dressings. I have no idea why so many girls like to wear sleeping gowns. Very nice meh? Nice to laugh at lor, so arigato. :DD Can see the g-string. -.-'"
Roamed around Orchard & walked all the way to Novena. Alvin, Rafi & I kept running infront of the rest. Then when we crossed this road, we almost got banged by a lorry filled with BANG-galahs. I shouted "HELLOOOO!!" Then they all waved back with their HEI REN YA GAO teeth. When we were around Newton we started to anyhow cross roads. Wtf. Damn funny lahhhh. :DDD Alvin wrapped his arms around Kok. See the conversation:
Kok: What you want?
Alvin: Gay sex.
Kok: EEEEEEEEEEW!!!
*Gary & Kok runs all the way infront*
Kok: *plucks the leaves at the sides & shouts
MANIMANIHOM!*
Sibeh crap siaaaa!! XDDD Then there was this stranger, he wanted to go to Newton hawker centre when we were already nearing Novena. Wtf, somemore he tell his girlfrind that Newton hawker centre is just there. *Points in the front* LAWLS.
Rafi & I walked into Novena Square like models. Sibei hao xiao. Everyone ran to the toilets like siao langs. :DDD Took MRT back to BoonKeng. ^^. Suddenly stomachache in the train. Fed up sehhh. Reached Dhoby Ghaut & wlked to the interchange. Nabuays, this kateh char boh look at me 2 times & turned around & said siao very loudly. -.- I think she really want to look for trouble lor. If only I dont have stomachache, sure very fun to play with her. :DDD
Train-ed back & walked back with Kelly & Rafi. When I went home, I kena fuck left right centre. -.- Called Gary & conferenced with Kelly & Rafi. His noob phone no screen view. HAHA. Veh li kyuuute. "3 While Gary slept & _ _ _ _ _ed, Kelly & I talked till 4am. :D
Woke up at 9+ & kena fuck upside down, inside out. -.- Sibeh dulan lor.

Yesterday my mother angry. Update very scared liao. Even more scared then my brain kena fuck with a pea/carrot/lettuce.

OMGZSX. Ive been a vulgar girl today. -.-

I love cows/grass(:



Friday, January 25, 2008 @ 11:51 PM
Crab stuck.


VEH LI KYUUUUUTE.

Went to eat mian bao after band. Then Kelly & I emo elmo at MSCP after blowing up her CAO MEI XIAN ZI. Met Rafi & Kok much much later. Played with CAO MEI. Kelly gtg, so Kok & I go Mac meet Gary awhile awhile. :D Saw Shaun. Talked a lot a lot. Very funneahhhhhhhhh. :D I suck in O2jam. Played with PSP, plasters & crystals. -.-

Gay. Hahahaha.

I think Im sick. Im having some crappy flu & sadly, I dont think anyone knows. Man. ):
I misssssssss..... :P

MAK SIAP. Sleepy time.


I LOVE BRENDA. (:
I love Cow/Grass?!



Thursday, January 24, 2008 @ 11:38 PM

Avril Lavigne- Innocence.
Waking up I see that everything is OK
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

[Chorus]


This innocence is brilliant
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by


I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

[Chorus]

It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
This innocence is brilliant
Makes you wanna cry
This innocence is brilliance
Please don't go away
Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by
[Chorus]


Song player sucks. -.- Help me look for code someone? O: Or get me a new song. __

Complain-bin got dragged into a mess with me. ):
So, for once & for all,

GW IS NOT MY BF!
-.-
Just because I am close to him doesn't mean that we like each other or what right? Childish or what!! I'm not bothered, I don't really give a damn, but I'm just irritated when I say NO I am not his stead, they say I'm playing bluff. -.-

Bloody stupid idiotic retards. I don't break with someone & stead with someone that fast. DUMBFUCKS! -.- Unlike some cold-blooded childish BOYS do. Who are heading against the WALL. HAHA. FUCKER. I'm tired. I'm very tired of everything that has happened.

To him: IF YOU SEE ME BUAY SONG , COME INTO MY FACE AND TELL ME LAH. NABEI. SIT BEHIND ME & TALK SO LOUD. YOUR IQ LOW OR WHAT.

Drop school, sell maggie mee. HAHA. NICE.

I WANNA LIVE IT UP! ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I'm gonna go for anything I wanna do. WHO CARES A SHIT ABOUT ANYONE OF YOU MAGGOTS ON THIS EARTH! I live for myself. HAHAHAHA.


Maybe I love cows. Or maybe I love grass.
Do I love cow or grass? ):



Wednesday, January 23, 2008 @ 9:54 PM
My conclusions.

kellyann♥ XUE TE! not SHI TE! -.- KUKU. :D AHB sucks lah. :P Emo elmo guardian angel better. :D
alson( HAHAHA! I not crappy leh! :D WE crappy. ^^ HAHA. You diao him back lor!! Wait he show his ass to you. HEEHEEHEEEEE!
Sharmaine EH! WHO SAY YOU CAN POST MY CHINESE NAME!! CHOU SI YING! BLEHHH.
Tricia's CLONES EH! THAT GAY GUY'S SONG! HAHAHA!! You online liao also never talk to me. -.-
renee bloody crap you, delete your blog!!
Joycelyn I deleted because of someone's agreement. :D
kellyann♥ GOU LE MEI! LOL!


What makes your best friend your best friend?
Promises that the first half of the year you send her home, second half she send you,
but end up you send her home most of the time.

Promises that we will always be truthful towards each other & tell each others bad points & good points at all times,
but end up having conflicts due to lack of communication.

No matter how painful the truth, always tell the person the truth before she found out,
somehow, she did.

Agrees that hypocrites should die,
but end up bring as one.

Conclusion, promises are meant to be broken. Agreements were never meant to be official.

Yea, i think Im stupid la. Always kena troubled over this stupid kind of things. Zzz. Stupeeeeeeed! -.-

I broke down because I thought that piece of information mattered to me. I broke down because I believed that she could have trusted me more. I broke down because I couln't believe she wouldn't tell me. I broke down because if promises never really meant anything to her, why should it matter to you? I broke down. Haha. Call me dumb. I don't like him. I don't think I do. Why am I feeling this way if he never really mattered to me? Hais. I don't knowwwwww. Give me rope!

Speaking about rope, ZhiWen taught me how to tie knots today! :D He taught SHITshank, thumbknot, bowl something...., wrist knot, double thumb knot, figure eight knot & pull pull knot. Haha! I cant really remember the names. -.- He taught me during our usual boring lesson PHYSICS. Hahaha. WenCong didn't come to school today, so ZhiWen sat at his place. Crapped damn alot laaaaa. :D So funny.

Went for band & slacked with YiFeng, Renee & Kelly. After that walk walk around StGeorge with Kelly. (:

To him: If you really were my friend, you wouldn't even be complaining about how I am because, you made friends with me BECAUSE I was the same. The problem is, everyone changed except me. You changed into one crapshit. Haha. I can't deny.

Yayyyyyyy. I have a crappy friend! His name is KokWai. :D I've always been pretending.

I think I like you? Nah.. Cant be.



Sunday, January 20, 2008 @ 12:54 AM
ECP GANG.

Tricia's Clone Nice lehhhh. Okay lor, you request new der. :D
ghost eeeeee. dowan. DAMN BORING! go home self-study better. ^^
EUGENA nehneh & nana. :DD walau. i still think your breaks very long. xD
kellyann♥ O: YOU TRIGGERED THAT MEMORY! XD
Alson( HEEHEEHEE. you know im crappppppeeeeeee.
YANYI NICE MERMAID IN THE BATHTUB. :BBB

YAY! I WENT OUT WITH RAFI, KELLY, GARY, ALVIN, KOKWAI, RONGQUAN & REYNARD TODAY! :DDDDD My mum woke me up at 9+ today because my house no electricity. What the crap??!! -.-

Kelly asked me to wear the same shirt as her. Siaochaborrrr. :D Met RongQuan at 2+ at my void deck. :D Talked much la. His sister is XueTing, but I dont know who is that leh. Anyway, met Kelly & Rafi & we walked towards Mac. On the way we saw Vanessa. LOL. Talked about black leggings. MUAHAHAHA. Explicit. =X Met Alvin & KokWai in Mac & I saw Ben Ho!! WTF!! HE YAWN IN MY FACE WHEN HE OPEN THE STAFF DOOR. WABIANG! I shout at him siaaa! HAHAHA! XDD Met Rey & Gary at the escalator of the MRT station. :D We started crapping! :DDDDD Kelly say she change the hamster bedding then forgot to put the hamster in she just close the door & go to sleep. HAHAHA! WTC?!

Walked to the busstop & we were standing in a circle with this beng-alah around the middle. Wtf. We talk talk talk until he run away sia. Leymaaaa. Talk about Mr Murugan & went up bus 31. :D So haaaaappy until Gary, Kok, Rey, RQ sit infront. -.- So boh bian Rafi, Kelly & I sit behind. Wabiang! Got this blonde woman sit infront of Kelly & slept leh! Walau! Her way of sleeping cannot be any funnier lor. Somemore, Kelly like scolding the woman then she just drop her head out of the sit leh. HAHAHAHA. CHIO GAO BAT DOH TIA! XDDDD Sibeh funny siaaa! Then there was this pervert whom Gary purposely sat next to. HAHAHA. HE COPIED EVERYTHING THE PERVERT DID. Laugh laugh laugh like shit & talked damn loudly until we reached ECP. XDDD


Alighted and talk a lot of crap lor. Walked all the way till the underpass. There was group of beng-alahs who sandwiched us. The first two beng-alahs who were in front of us turned around & shouted at the other beng-alahs behind us. So we started making a lot of noise. Like, "EH DEH! UHHHHH!" LOL! Damn dummmmb. :DD

After that, went to rent bikes! :D Rented by this Uncle Scorpion. -.- ANG GONG IS SCORPION LEH! Hahahaha. Chiong-ed with Rafi for 10minutes before we reached Bedok Jetty. :D BUTTACHE. -.- Bought drinks & rode slower. :D Talked more on the way to Changi Airport. Rub tyre with Kelly, KokWai & Gary. Hahaha! Play with Gary until I almost fell down siahs. Damn stupid. Play play play hi-fived Rey on the bike. HAHAHA. ^^v Reynard loved to do the JXXmXXe butt move. LOL LOR!

The JM move.

Rode all the way till Changi Adventure Camp & turned back because it was going to rain. XP Rafi, Alvin & RQ went to look for shelter first. Reynard & KokWai lagged behind whereas Kelly, Gary & I carried on biking. HAHAHA. Rain like shit lor. Found a cafe where there was shelter & food. :B Ate fries, samosa, nuggets & grass. LAWL. Happy happy! Alvin found us & eat eat also.


Eat happy happy until we totally forgot that we needed to return bikes. HAHAHA! So PAG(Pay And Go) & chionged down to bike kiosk. :D Alvin & I chiong till Gary & Kelly almost die. HAHAA! Then then KokWai called Kelly to say that they already were at the Scorpion King. HAHAHA! DAMN HAHAHA. So chiong chiong chiong. :D As I was nearing the kiosk, there was this little boy who was riding in my opposite direction. I turned to my left to avoid the crash, he turned to his right(which is my left). BOH BIAN, HE FALL DOWN. -.- Wth. Apologised to his Dad & returned the bikes. Hahaha. Felt damn bad lah.

Cabbed to ParkWay after taking group pictures to eat although RQ & Rey didn't stay for dinner. ): After much discussion, we ended up eating at Swensens. Ate half of Gary's spag & half of my Chicky Baked Rice. We wanted to eat choco fonduuuuue! But very ex. -.- So eat eat eat & go walk walk to see what else to eat. xP


Don't feel like going into much details. Let's talk about us going to Giant. :D HAHA. Gary tag sushi. And we eag. -.- KokWai go tag sushi & say it was chao seng so he left it at the cheesecake area. TAGGING IS DAMN FUN! :DDDD We bought cheesecake & yusheng crackers to eat. :D Took forks, spoon & knife from BK & KFC. Wabiang. Rafi so cute, he go tzouk at the manager. LOL!! Brought the cake near BK & ate like one kind. Don't know who go say the top part of the cheesecake was Neethi's skin. WTF. Kok eat until dont want to eat liao. HAHA. Made a complete mess & left. Lawlllls.

Went to 7-11 near the busstop to buy drinks. Wanted to drink some alcohol, share with Kok, but then everybody underage. -.- So share Big Gulp with Gary. Laaaaawl. Talked about BK & KFC outside 7-11. Heeheeeheeee, I don't think anyone would wanna patronise any fastfood restaurant anymore. xD Got on bus 31 & talked uber loud again. Don't know Rafi or Kelly changed the bus plate from bus 31 to bus 157. MooMoo said press bus bell no fine, so we press. :D Then Gary said our lives in bus driver's hands later driver siaobeh how. Lol. Crap crap crap, said bye to Cow & fight fight fight & lame talk. Hahaha. Saw Abigail around Kallang area at a busstop. Wtc, we were like shouting her name in the bus leh. SO FUNNY LOR.

Alighted after mass pressing of the bell & saw BM. :D Went to Mac to wait for Alvin's daddy & ate 20 nuggets. O: Eat eat eat & walked home. Kelly bought otah for her DEAR father. LAWL! She went to entertain the otah-seller. HAHAA. Rafi ate one otah & said the otah was crispy. HUH?? OTAH CRISPY?? zzz. After that Kelly say otah chaota. Gary & I were behind laughing like two dumb fuck sia. Talk talk talk then "BWAHAHAHAHA". Then all of us discussed the components of the otahhhhhh. HAHAHAHA. CCO, CCO, CCO. CRISPY, CHAOTA, OTAH. Sibeh not nice. -.-


Bid farewell to them & went home~ I've been sitting here for4hours just typing this post(cos alot of convos). HEEHEEHEE. Damn long. Yea I know. :D Love you people!! :DDD

How I hope I can be this happy everyday.

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Friday, January 18, 2008 @ 7:53 PM
MSN Convo.


Found these in my handphone. O:
____________________________________
gw EYYYYYY. how can you say we bully them! O: sumore is wencong buddy lehs. :D & you know how to spell the school's name! HAHAHA!
ghost LAME. where got eggroll nice to eat den say COOL -.-
yuzhi YA!! LIKE FISHPAPER!
siewping bra. bra. bra.
kellyann♥ you wanttttts? :DD & _ _ _ sucks. LOL.
Tricia's Clone I WANT TRICIA! I HATE HER CLONE! O:
FYI really? LOL. aww well, i dont really have a polished reputation anyway. T.T

Lessons sucked pretty much today. Partly because I kept sleeping in class. Fxcks. ): Super duper wooper boring. -.- Didn't talk much except for discussing which male teacher was more gay with ZawHtut. He concluded that Mr. O was more gay because of his voice. I thought Mr. C was more gay because of his hand actions & his uber tight shirt. -.- After school went to eat at Kay-Eff-See with Joycelyn & Tricia. Blah blah blah band. After band went to mac slack with Eugenana, Renee, Tricia & Jocyelyn. ^^ Crap lotttts. HAVING CLASS 2E1'o7 TEEEESHIRT! :DDD Hopefully, its BROWN or some special colour no other class has really used before. :D I love that class okay! "3

After 6.30 Eugena & I started doodling in Maaaaac. :D Very very lame. Talked about EEWEEW & her KALLANG BUTT. Then I remembered Kelly's lame "MSN convo" on paper then I started writing uberlicious crap. LOL.

<- Click click! :D


Walked home with Rafi & I saw RongQuan on the way home! He lives opposite my block! :DDD HEEHEEEHEEEE! Can ask him to come down & play swing with me. :PPP

LAWL LAWL LAWL LAWL LAWL LAWL LAWL LAWL LAWL.

I think I should read up on my bio. T.T Btw, this blog song Wo Bu Pei by Jay Chou was requested by GW! :D

Four messages & my sister is asking me to eat dinner. :D BUHHHBYE!



Thursday, January 17, 2008 @ 11:13 PM
我不配

这街上太拥挤 太多人有秘密 玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪 在还原那场雨 这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里

这日子不再绿 又斑驳了几句 剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅 隔遥远的距离 感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋

还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你 你却微笑的离我而去

#这感觉 已经不对 我努力在挽回
 一些些 应该体贴的感觉 我没给
 你嘟嘴 许的愿望很卑微 在妥协
 是我忽略 你不过要人陪

*这感觉 已经不对 我最后才了解
 一页页 不忍翻阅的情节 你好累
 你默背 为我掉过几次泪 多憔悴
 而我心碎你受罪 你的美 我不配



@ 9:44 PM
Picturey post. :D

kellyann♥ BU RAAN!! CREATIVE ZEN STONE 8GB SUCKS. :DDD

yuzhi RAN BUU!! & yaaaaaaa. i teach bian bian before i hand him to you loh. :D he want to wait until one day he say you noob only. :D
alson( hahaha! all these post super random one! :PpPp Yours like super funny lor! :D
ghost bloooooody ghost! the egg roll nice leh! :DDD
ROAR TRICIA library? O: OMG! YOU USED THE TABLET PC TO TAG ME! :D SO LUO MAN TI KE! xP
EUGENA cmonnnnnn! everyone will just ostracise her laaaaaaa! after a while, she will become like QX or ZXian. HAHA! xPpPpPpP she's a egoistic bitch la. GOOD LUCK SEXAYE! ^^v


(Tuesday. 15th Jan 2008)
Many teachers didn't turn up for class. When teachers don't turn up, students get bloody bored....so...........

These people stick sticks of leftover kite-making material to stick into the sleeping India student's head.

& they zi lian. :D


Went to Elton's house to play mahjong with Clement & Elton, while LiBing & Sean played Naruuuuuto. ^^,

(Wednesday. 16th Jan 2008)
EHS! Hello noobs of the universe! I'm Vanessa & I'm gonna bring you around the Singapore Zoooooo! :D

There are kangarooooos! :D

There are more kangarooos! And weird emus. :D

There are SHERMINES & BABOONS in the same category of animal. :D
There are white tigers & this egoistic crane showing off his feathers in the drain!
I have no idea what this is. LOL! I forgot dehs!

Nice glowing feet of Joycelyn, Tricia & me! :D


We had Tricia, Joycelyn, Shermine, Gary, Vaahsan, Shaun, Depak, Shini, Keshini & me in 3e1 to sadly skip the chiobu elect. geog teacher's class to go there. AWWW! ): Yeas. So anyway do you people know why I went to the stupid smelly zoo even? COS WE ACCOMPANY THE INDIA STUUUUUDENTS. :D Yay! I thought can make pretty good friends...but sadly, still the same. Haha. Crapped much with our school's students throughout the trip & listened to songs. OH YA! I was taking photos with Shermine around the Pygmy Hippo area when I got too high & I swung my w800i into the drain! HAHAHAHA! Lucky it weren't my other phone. :D ZKX! Sang songs with Shaun on the PSP. Haha. :D Saw Mr Murugan at Little India! O: Depak guessed he went to play LAN. HAHAHAA. Lamer! I loved the coming back trip. All laugh like living shit. HAAHAHA.

Shermine looks so chio. O:

Ate dinner with Tricia, GuanWee, LiBing & EuCheng. Went home with LiBing & I helped him with his NPCC admin stuff. :D He slept till 11.15pm before proceeding home. ): So late can!

TODAY~~~
DESMOND CAME TO SCHOOL TODAY! :D SO HAPPY! Alhtough never talk to him much. ): Got pretty irritated with Elton today. -.- That.....TOOOOOT. Played with Gary during Physics remedials. Had sectionals after that. Played with lizarddddddd. ^^ YIHUI TALKED TO ME. SO HAPPY!(Yes, again, he asked me to post his name. LOL!) After everything went to slack with KokWai, Gary, XiuMing, Rafi, Reynard, Joycelyn, Kelly, Alvin in Mac cos ZhiEn & Tricia went homie. After a while, Alvin went to find his chipmunks. After much discussion, Joycelyn followed suit. Lol.
Peeeeektture of Reyyyy that Gary took. -.- I feel bad posting this. LOL!
Thaddeus came & told us that an uncle took pictures of other people facing him. Understand? No right. Let me get my models to demonstrate for you. :D
XiuMing & Gary! :D (Btw, btw, can you see my clip on Gary's head? xPpPp)
Oh ya oh ya, crap like crazy laaaa! I learnt new words. O: HAHAA. Sian sian sian sian. You guys should watch American Idol. DAMN FREAKING FUNNY! xPpPp


Paul Three Hill won. :D ->

Happy or just normal? I think just normally happy. :D




Tuesday, January 15, 2008 @ 10:17 PM

kellyann♥ YAH. but fall down like shit. we go we go. :DDDDD
andrew YES I KNOWWWWWWWW. :D i just say for fun. HAHA!
yuzhi BIAN BIAN KNOW HOW TO ROLLERBLADE LEH! :D
De Xuan OKAYS.
alson( ROARRRRRRR. :D
✖✖✖
TELLLLL MEEEEEEEE! asshole.

bloody wencong sits beside me in class. bloody helllllllllll. at least gt people to crap with me. HAHAHAHA. so i have one smartass(zaw htut) & one crappy skinnehpig(wencong) squeezing me in the middle. :D went to play maaaaaaaaajhong today. :D fly kite today. :D SO BORED LAH. THAT BLOODY SKINNY PIG DONT WANT TO TELL ME WHOOOO! not fun. ):



Sunday, January 13, 2008 @ 7:10 PM
真讨厌!he changed passwords!

ZSXOMG! 真讨厌!他真讨厌! ): Let me play also cannot ma?! ZHEN TAO YAN! GRRRRRRH! But, also can't let me play de ma. Sian. 真讨厌拉。 ):

不要管那么多好了。真是的。):



@ 5:37 PM
Mummy get well soooon!

-r i s a - linked! :D happy happy~
Tricia's Clone BLEH. FINE. Its NICE. who cares who plays it? XPPPP
stephhh how i wish you were beside me complaining instead of coming to my tagbaord to complain how life sucks bcos i believe that life sucks toooo! how i wish you can come back soooner & not just 3/4, 3/4, 3/4! bloody hell! ):
kellyann♥ EH. YOU DONT MISS ME YOU MISS MY SISTER AH? What LOGIC! ):


Hellooooooo! Almost everything is OKAY DOKAY already. :D Wellllll, almost. Wait for tomorrow's arrival then I can confirm if EVERYTHING can be okay. ^^

Anyways, went out to TPY with my family yesterday to eat lunchhhhhh. Actually pui pui jie jie wanted to jio me out eat lunch de, but she couldn't make it last minute. ): Sadded. She's leaving for Boston this early Tuesday morning. Crapzsx. Fly fly fly away! ): Went back home at aboutttttttt, 4? Met WeiSiang. :D He passed me the eggrolls and I accompanied him to his Amah house. After he accompanied me to Desmond's house then he wasn't home. So I accompanied him back to his Amah house but I scared see his Amah so he accompanied me home! LOL. SO STUPID! -.- Did a lot of homework then met Desmond and went to his house to do some Geography revision. Heeeeeee. :D WENCONG & SEAN CAME! :D They played some yu-gi-oh and stuff laaaaaa. Then WenCong accompanied me home for the last time of the day. :D After sooooon, LiBing called and he stayed overnight! :D Talked on the phone till 4++. :D Happy happy. Woke up at about 10. My grandma told me my mummy went to the hospital because some of her blood couldn't flow to her limbs. Wtf. Damn worried la. Ate breakfast, talked & went to bathe after LiBing went to Mac. :P

Quickly went to bathe & met Andrew at Bishan MRT. LOLLLLL. I was damn worried about my mother laaaaa! At least she replied my sms. :D Happy happy. Cabbed to ECP, Ty Andrew for paying. :D Got the blades and learnt how to rollerblade. :DDDD I KNOW HOW TO MOVE FORWARD! :DDDDDDDD After blading through only less than half of ECP I kept falling down like some dumbass kuku so I got lazy and let him lead me. Lol. Somehow somehow...he pulled me forward and I landed on the ground, in the middle of the track. WTF! SO PAISEH! ): Sadded cannnnnnnn! My palms are swollen. T.T Stupid Andrew. ANYWAY! THANK YOU FOR BRINGING ME TO ECP TO BLADE. HAHAHAHA. :D Happy happyyyyy. After about 4+ we walked to the busstop. :D Talked about secondary schoooool. ^^ And stuff. :D Happy happy.

Walked home then Shuanny awnny awnny & Desmonny lemmony clementii called me. :D Conferencing now but nobody's talking. -.- Both of them are singing & I'm here, blogging. :D Might be going to Desmond's house after the bloody downpour freaking ends! AHHHHHHH! ): I wanna see Shuan, Desmond & GuanWee. :DDDDD


~HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY~
but...
I HOPE MY MUMMY CAN GET WELL SOOOOOOOOOOON!
yihui asked me to type about him here. so,
"about him here." :D



Saturday, January 12, 2008 @ 1:35 AM

UPSET!
I wanna knock myself into fun on Sunday! EAST COAST PARK DAY PLEASE COME FASTER! Where's my male version of meeee?! Omytiannnnnnn. I feel so fucking angry with myself!
GUYS ARE PIGS! Egoistic pigs
that don't admit their mistakes!



Friday, January 11, 2008 @ 9:51 PM
Apologiseeeeeeeeeeee!

yuzhi JIANG BAN NIAN LIAOOOOOOO!
JOANNAツ YES SHE IS! :DDDD Your phone is famoussszxz~
DT YES AH SWEEE! :D I miss youuuu! xD
stephhh HAHAHA! I WON'T! He's a nice naiive boy. AW!
SHAOQING! And Im now very relaxed. :D
kellyann♥ Very chilled! :D
Tricia's Clone HAHAHA! YESSSY! No angry, no hard feelings, live life. :D
Brenda. Which is the way?? O:
CaiLin TWO YEARS FRIENDSHIP BUT NO TALKING LIAO! LOL! O:
andrew you tag leeeeeeeeeei! ):

Omytian. Secondary three life really sucks like crazy! Its like, homework, band, homework, band, homework, band, band, band! Since when did we start having sectionals from the starting of the year?! Can't we just delay the sectionals?! Wtf. No use grumbling aw well. Anyway!

Many many many many things happened today! I wanted to pon school today. -.- Too bad my dear form teacher called my poor mummy to ask about me. Thus, my poor mummy asked me to go to school. Urgh. No choooooooice! Went to bathe, cut nails, dry hair & slowly saunter to school. :D Ideal school day. LOVEDDDDDDD IT. :DDDD Anyway!! I went to school & there was this snake case. Damn stupid. Got snake in the toilet also wanna call police. Police very free is it? -.-

Went for bio class straight away, saw Mr Oh! :D He asked me to faster go see the sea monkies if not I waste my time in the bio lab. :DDD So I went to seeee. They looked like some weird fleas with huge eyes! O: Sea monkies. Pfffft! My sister looks cuter than them. -.-

Ate fishbally meeeeee for recessssss~ Checked out my black hair that LiBing helped me dye back. :DDD NOT BAD! HIACK HIACK HIACK. Mr Lee wanted to talk to me. -.- Over the MC matter. Wth. Like I some criminal like that. Like I told a big fat lie. I DIDN'T. -.- Dumb.

Whateverrrrrrr! Went back to class. ZOOOOOOOOOM after school went to KPT to eat lunch. :D Talked to Mr Malcolm Tan! Omygod, I miss him! O: xDDDDD

Tricia played with swing & I went round saying Hi to people whom I know. Lol. Then then then, went to play Boston on the piano! :DDDD SO HAPPYYYYYYYYY! I KNOW HOW TO PLAY! XDDDD Tricia played Unfaithful by Rihanna, Scientist by Coldplay & I forgot what laaaaa. Damn nice can! :DDD

Fly to band! Saw Gary kena by Mr Neethiiii. Yuan lai Gary accidentally kena Neethi, Neethi buay song, Neethi call police. -.- So goondum. Talked to Mr Chan then went to band. Went slacking with YiHui around the school during band. :DDDD His phone sucks. LOL~. JOEY IN MY SECTION!! :DDDDD I CALL HIM JUNSHENG/JS/CAR HORN. :DDDDD He looks cute, too bad hes younger than me. AWWWW. -.- I really very lame eh. Lol! Im crapping with the male version of me(ANDREW!!), ChinTeck, someone whom I havent talked to for 2 years(CAILIN!!), Gerald & Steffffff. LOL! So proooooooooo! My stupid sister drew on my monitor. -.- URGHHHHH!

I'm going to faint. Very tired. Oh ya, I decided to apologise, whenever I got a chance to. So give me a chance babaye! :D



Monday, January 7, 2008 @ 10:45 PM
Family.





Had family reunion last night. No matter how many friends or relationships you have, no one can replace your family. (: LOVESZZZZZZZ! (:

School today, sucked. Like......sucked to the core. I was supposed to be staying at home but I wanted to see which chinese class I was going to. --" Had Sec Ones investiture in the morning. Lol. Damn idiotic la. Now whenever Srirum & Anusha sees me, they laugh at me because I tripped on the stage. -.- Whateverrrr! He was there in my chinese class, breathing the same oxygen, under the same roof, under the eyes of the same teacher. URGH!! I HATE IT! FAST FORWARD! During recess when I went to look for Kelly, Mr. G told me Ms. Y sat beside Mr. A. Ha. A few minutes before school assembly, Mr. R told me Ms. Y was sitting next to Mr. A. After the school assembly, Ms. C told me Ms. Y5 was sitting beside Mr. A5.

FAST FORWAAAAAAARD! I can't take it.
Ate lunch with guanwee, clement & libing after school. :D Libing accompanied me home & I went to meet Eugene, Stef, ernest & genevieve in AMK. Watched I Am Legend. -.- It was a bloody boring sci-fi. Wtf. Lol. Anyway, went shopping with Stef after everything. :DDD I had a shock of my life after Depak smsed me, but in the end, it was false hope. Ha. Expected la, but I felt very, very cheated. I felt like, he was toying with my feelings. JUST FUCK UP & LET ME LIVE MY FUCKING LIFE OKAY. I'M PATHETIC ENOUGH. I DON'T NEED YOUR PITY. ALL I NEED IS MY OWN FRIENDS NOW.

I'm feeling very sick. Not going to school tomorrow? Maybe. Just get out of my life. Okay? Just get lost. I'm very tired of being your puppet & you as the host with my strings. I don't need you to toy with my feelings. No. NO! Im very upset now.

DON'T FUCKING TOY WITH ME ANYMORE!
♥What is meant to be will always find a way.
I will keep this in mind for the rest of the year.

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Sunday, January 6, 2008 @ 12:09 PM
CCA orientation & my confessions.

YuZhi Ya loh, but why you shy shy. LOL!
Meixuan Happy new year! (: I miss you too. We haven't spoken for more than half a year. We haven't met up! ): I wanna see you soon. I wanna forget everything.
SHAOQING Assssss. Rofl.~
ghost WAH. SO SCARED. lol.
Joycelyn. Heeee. So long never see you tag liao wor. xP
kellyann♥ Hahaha! You want you take from me laaa~ I don't want to go out. ): Sorry. Sorry about not really replying yesterday. ): Don't think so much about the past. It's all over. Happy or unhappy. [: Sacrifaces had to be made. Now, make it up to them if you really wish to save the friendship. :D Wa, so long lei. ^^V
VINCENT When are we going to watch JayChou's concert?! :DDDD We go okay? Confirm liao okie dokie? I make time for it. :DDD
Tricia's Clone Yes! Vanessa's clone is taking over the universe. :DDD
Brenda. I JUST DID! :DD Enjoy~

I hate my class. I hate the principal. I hate the sciences teachers. Yet again, what can I do? Hor?
Went to macdonies on Thursday after school with Brenda. (:

Cried on Thursday night. Like crazy. I cannot control my emotions like I used to anymore. I had to go to school with swollen eyes on Friday!! T.T Everyone asked me what happen to you & stuff. Omg. So embarrasing. Soooo, Friday's classes were better. Why? Because Depak & Shaun was around to save the boring day & we had tons of maths lessons! :D Furthermore, Friday was a shorter day. :DDDD Went for band rehearsalzsx in the hall & he was there. Just like how it was when we had rehearsals for the talent quest stuff with Mr Zainuddin Nordin as the Guest-of-Honour. It was the same. Except he wasnt looking at me. He was looking at her. Some guy. Its like, what he did her, he did to me.. It just feels....that I've done something wrong to the wrong person. Aiya, you guys will never understand.

After the rehearsals we had practices. After band Tricia, Renee & I went to eat dinner. [: I had to go back to school & they accompanied me back to school. :D Thank you. Met Sin Ee & Christine. (: Went up to the hall & I saw his brother straight away. What the crap. Felt terribly emo. Followed 1n3 to the canteen. (: Hope you guys will remember me. Hahaha. Found ShaoJie & I crapped with him. Roar. Found Michelle(I dont knw her chinese name.) Went round to see who were around in sec one. I found Justin, Ryan retained, Shermeen, Conson, ShaoJie, CheeWeng, Haas! Hahaha. Yea Sin Ee told me she saw Haas. & yea Haas was there. (: Sulaiman retained. Dammit. Haha. So yea crap stuff. --" Tawned the whole night with Christine, Sin Ee, Joanna, Estee, Teresa. [: Got to knw Joanna better & somehow after talking to her, I feel the need to work hard. She's a really cute kid. (: Spoke to YongHan. I told him more than I should have. Well, about his brother la. Lol. Felt kinda happy when I saw KaiXuan. :DD


Thanks for being a listening ear. Thanks for trusting me all the way. Thanks for being my friend. (:


Love by Vanessa & Joanna. (:

Went home to get my uniform & went for band. (: I fell asleep a lot of times during practice. ): Talked a lot with Kelly. I think she told me more than I was supposed to hear, but I think talking it out will make people feel better. Sorry if I didn't have many comments on the events passed, I was very very sleepy. Made her go to the hall with me because he was having duty. He was talking to her. Obviously she was talking to him. Looking at both of them being so happy, I just felt very out of the picture. Ha. I felt very, very upset. After band, I waited for GuanWee & found Ridhwan to wait with me. (: I think he also told me more than what he was made to. Haha. MamaBear wont say anything. (: After GuanWee got released we went to the canteen. (: Said bye to Rid & I told GuanWee everything I wanted to say. LiBing was there toooo, but he didn't hear EVERYTHING. xPpPp The worse thing about GuanWee, is.......HE ALWAYS REPLY "LOL" IN MSN! ): Then I got so many things to say then he reply this I also very pekcek. ): Went home to eat & sleep. Running a fever. Hais.



I miss the times when we spent together. I just came back from
the playground with my sister. (: I remembered you. All the times we spent
when we were in the playground. [: The swings we empty. The seats we sat on
were empty.
I remembered you were there when it was my sister's first
birthday. Her very first. You helped me carry the cake. You hated to eat the
cream, just like me. :P All I can say is, happy being with her. I hope you
can get her to love you back. Just like I did. Don't hurt her. Well, all the
best. I will never want to forget you. The hurt will still be there
everytime our paths cross. When we turn twenty, I hope you will still
remember the love we used to share & I just hope we can still be good
friends. I loved you too much. &

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY♥. (:

Yay! My dear dear dearest cousin, Stephanie is in Singapore! I really really really can't wait to meet her later in the night! :DDDD There will be LOADS of pictures! :DDDD Wait for my post tomorrow! Or later... :DDDD

I'm gonna be the girl you wanted me to be. I still remember how you want me to be like. I just want you to regret you ever, ever hated me.

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