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Sunday, January 6, 2008 @ 12:09 PM
CCA orientation & my confessions.
YuZhi Ya loh, but why you shy shy. LOL! Meixuan Happy new year! (: I miss you too. We haven't spoken for more than half a year. We haven't met up! ): I wanna see you soon. I wanna forget everything. SHAOQING Assssss. Rofl.~ ghost WAH. SO SCARED. lol. Joycelyn. Heeee. So long never see you tag liao wor. xP kellyann♥ Hahaha! You want you take from me laaa~ I don't want to go out. ): Sorry. Sorry about not really replying yesterday. ): Don't think so much about the past. It's all over. Happy or unhappy. [: Sacrifaces had to be made. Now, make it up to them if you really wish to save the friendship. :D Wa, so long lei. ^^V VINCENT When are we going to watch JayChou's concert?! :DDDD We go okay? Confirm liao okie dokie? I make time for it. :DDD Tricia's Clone Yes! Vanessa's clone is taking over the universe. :DDD Brenda. I JUST DID! :DD Enjoy~
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I hate my class. I hate the principal. I hate the sciences teachers. Yet again, what can I do? Hor? Went to macdonies on Thursday after school with Brenda. (:
 Cried on Thursday night. Like crazy. I cannot control my emotions like I used to anymore. I had to go to school with swollen eyes on Friday!! T.T Everyone asked me what happen to you & stuff. Omg. So embarrasing. Soooo, Friday's classes were better. Why? Because Depak & Shaun was around to save the boring day & we had tons of maths lessons! :D Furthermore, Friday was a shorter day. :DDDD Went for band rehearsalzsx in the hall & he was there. Just like how it was when we had rehearsals for the talent quest stuff with Mr Zainuddin Nordin as the Guest-of-Honour. It was the same. Except he wasnt looking at me. He was looking at her. Some guy. Its like, what he did her, he did to me.. It just feels....that I've done something wrong to the wrong person. Aiya, you guys will never understand.
After the rehearsals we had practices. After band Tricia, Renee & I went to eat dinner. [: I had to go back to school & they accompanied me back to school. :D Thank you. Met Sin Ee & Christine. (: Went up to the hall & I saw his brother straight away. What the crap. Felt terribly emo. Followed 1n3 to the canteen. (: Hope you guys will remember me. Hahaha. Found ShaoJie & I crapped with him. Roar. Found Michelle(I dont knw her chinese name.) Went round to see who were around in sec one. I found Justin, Ryan retained, Shermeen, Conson, ShaoJie, CheeWeng, Haas! Hahaha. Yea Sin Ee told me she saw Haas. & yea Haas was there. (: Sulaiman retained. Dammit. Haha. So yea crap stuff. --" Tawned the whole night with Christine, Sin Ee, Joanna, Estee, Teresa. [: Got to knw Joanna better & somehow after talking to her, I feel the need to work hard. She's a really cute kid. (: Spoke to YongHan. I told him more than I should have. Well, about his brother la. Lol. Felt kinda happy when I saw KaiXuan. :DD
 Thanks for being a listening ear. Thanks for trusting me all the way. Thanks for being my friend. (:  Love by Vanessa & Joanna. (:
Went home to get my uniform & went for band. (: I fell asleep a lot of times during practice. ): Talked a lot with Kelly. I think she told me more than I was supposed to hear, but I think talking it out will make people feel better. Sorry if I didn't have many comments on the events passed, I was very very sleepy. Made her go to the hall with me because he was having duty. He was talking to her. Obviously she was talking to him. Looking at both of them being so happy, I just felt very out of the picture. Ha. I felt very, very upset. After band, I waited for GuanWee & found Ridhwan to wait with me. (: I think he also told me more than what he was made to. Haha. MamaBear wont say anything. (: After GuanWee got released we went to the canteen. (: Said bye to Rid & I told GuanWee everything I wanted to say. LiBing was there toooo, but he didn't hear EVERYTHING. xPpPp The worse thing about GuanWee, is.......HE ALWAYS REPLY "LOL" IN MSN! ): Then I got so many things to say then he reply this I also very pekcek. ): Went home to eat & sleep. Running a fever. Hais.
 
I miss the times when we spent together. I just came back from the playground with my sister. (: I remembered you. All the times we spent when we were in the playground. [: The swings we empty. The seats we sat on were empty. I remembered you were there when it was my sister's first birthday. Her very first. You helped me carry the cake. You hated to eat the cream, just like me. :P All I can say is, happy being with her. I hope you can get her to love you back. Just like I did. Don't hurt her. Well, all the best. I will never want to forget you. The hurt will still be there everytime our paths cross. When we turn twenty, I hope you will still remember the love we used to share & I just hope we can still be good friends. I loved you too much. &
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY♥. (: Yay! My dear dear dearest cousin, Stephanie is in Singapore! I really really really can't wait to meet her later in the night! :DDDD There will be LOADS of pictures! :DDDD Wait for my post tomorrow! Or later... :DDDD I'm gonna be the girl you wanted me to be. I still remember how you want me to be like. I just want you to regret you ever, ever hated me. Labels: confessions
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