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Weinisa! This rocker is turning 16 soon & being on time is what I can never achieve. :B Boy at heart though trying to be more charboh-like. >:D Archives Part One. Part Two. Part Three. Part Four. Part Five. December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 credits Jane |
Tuesday, January 29, 2008 @ 10:18 PM
Down to do. Some things I should do by the month of Feb. 1. Straighten things out between my 2 favourite friends. 2. Shut my stupid mouth up. I think I really should control what I say to other people. Im such an insensitive bitch. 3. Sit appriately. (HAHAHA. Imagine me doing that, but aw well, I guess I should.) 4. Go for every single practice of band & improve drastically so that Mr Samad cannot criticise me anymore. MUAHAHAHA!! 5. Follow up to my personal time-table. 6. No vulgarites. Things I should get right before the end of the year. 1. Really live up to the phrase, "笑笑过人生"(: 2. Cherish every single soul I have around me. (This will be VERY hard.) 3. NO BITCHING/GOSSIPING/BADMOUTHING. Last but not least, revert to the same old me. I agree that it was never the same since Secondary One. Ever since that unimportant note to all. I haven't apologised. I couldn't give an easy, simple, sincere apology. Why? I was proud. I was too proud to admit that I was wrong. I was too self-centered to accept any other reasons that were given. I was stubborn. (I still blame it on puberty.) So, here's from me to Ms JBT, IM SORRY. I'm sorry for putting all of you through very unnecessary hatred, trouble, thoughts. I'm very sorry. Although this stupid word can't plaster all the wounds, I still have to say it. It was the result of being too caught up trying to not get pangseh-ed. :/ For now, avoiding doesn't solve anything..it just makes more misunderstandings happen. I don't know. I guess I never really knew you inside out, outside in. I assumed. My bad. Im attracted, maybe. Its just your way of showing your affection. Cmon, dont be such a straight head. Life is too short to have these many problems. |