Somehow I just cant commit myself. I have no idea whats wrong with me. I think I
like you. I think I do, but compared to how much love & effort I put in for
him, liking you feels like nothing. Im very grateful towards you, its true, but
I really dont understand how is this going to work. As each day passes, as each
time he terrorises me, I feel intimidated. Time and time again, I promised
myself I will forget him. I let him go, but I could never forget how much pain
he put me through, how happy he could allow me to be. Again & again I told
myself, I can learn how to understand you, but you dont understand what I really
want. I dont know. Maybe things were never meant to be with you.

I wanna try. I care. I really do. I...am just........unsure..about you. If you were lying.. Dont tell me. Show me?

Auntie Lee Lee & family came over to my house for reunion dinner. Ah! I dowanna blog about it. It was kinda sad for me not to see Stef not appear. The mood, wasnt there at all. All I did was get drunk, get high & fall asleep.


After the concert in school, LiBing, Tricia, Brenda, Vincent, Desmond & I went to Sakae for lunch. :D Super funny laaaaaa. Eat until damn damn full. After everything went to watch AhLong Pte Ltd with Vincent & Desmond. Damn damn damn funny laaaaaa. Lol!

Went home with Desmond & saw Melissa on the way. :D Went home & slack & sms....whatever lah. My blog posts are so boring. -.- I dont think they make any sense for the majority.