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This rocker is turning 16 soon & being on time is what I can never achieve. :B
Boy at heart though trying
to be more charboh-like. >:D


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Jane
Monday, May 26, 2008 @ 11:04 PM
This guilt trip youve put me on wont mess me up cos Ive done no wrong.

SEE REYNARD PLAY BU 8K SO CUTE. :D
Went to Shaun's house after band with Alvin, ZhiEn, Tricia & Rey. Lawlawlawlawl. Sleep like one pig even with so many IRRITATING PEOPLE annoying me. Lololol. Alvin & ZhiEn left before WC came. WTV... Met up with Fat & Gay. Came home after seeing 2 cockroaches fornicating. They we facing butt to butt. Damn stupid la. Gay go burn one of them then both run together with the butt still stuck inside. LOLOLOL!!

Okay, that cheered me up alot. :D
I hate it when you dont give a shit about me. I hate it when all these things make me miss him because you aint doing a better job either. Although we had levels of intimacy, it will never stand because you just dont seem to give a damn. I think about him so often, I think Im falling for him again.. I remembered what KS told the female lead in the show The Leap Years. He said that if someone that you think you love now doesnt make you forget about the person you whom loved once, you are not in love with the present him/her. Someone whom you really love will make you forget your past love. For now, this is not happening. I maybe thinking too much or just feeling this way because of your neglience. The first question I asked you.........was what I thought. I dont know.

You never initiated a chat with me when was down. You never seem to want to know how I feel when I was with you. Days with you beside me when he just left the scene were nice because you showed me you care. What now? He was more patient, caring. Okay shit, I shouldnt be comparing, I know, but whatever you are doing at this present moment has stimulated all this. You know that I was once attached, you know that I have an ex that Ive loved, lost & prolly still loving. Do you care? I bet not because all the questions Ive asked you NEVER showed that you gave a damn to any relationship. & prolly you are wondering, "Uh huh? She say all this for what? What she want me to do?" Zzz, I know you too well inside out. So standard. Maybe its time I turn back to wait. What do you want from me now?

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