Weinisa!

This rocker is turning 16 soon & being on time is what I can never achieve. :B
Boy at heart though trying
to be more charboh-like. >:D


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Jane
Thursday, July 31, 2008 @ 5:21 PM
Guilty on food.

Meeting Kelly later on to do my Chemistry. I dont know who to blame. Myself for a lack of thoroughness, my mother for my stupidity or the setter for setting such a long paper in such a short time-frame.
I really am interested in Chemistry & Biology.(Physics is interesting but I have no passion.) I studied really really really hard for Chemistry & it was the worsest marks I could have ever gotten. What is zeeees! ): I bet you cant even imagine that I never cried when I got 9/40. Lol.
Ate a whole bag of chips. "/ Feeling really guilty & oily right now. HAIS! Cramps cramps go away!
Yesterday was really insane! And yeah, I was so tired, my laughter knocked myself into a deep slumber.



Tuesday, July 29, 2008 @ 10:28 PM
I want a neat room!!

Finished many books. (: Never got to share. I hope to open MY library some day. HAHA! Fat hope. I hope to own a shelf of books I love to read. (:

AND A PRETTY, SIMPLE, NEATLY PACKED ROOM.



@ 8:59 PM
Rant.

AliBaba I like being brutally honest. =D Cheese!
CHUANWAH Well, but shes was definitely RUDE to you! >< Syahida MUAHAHA, WELCOME! :D
sotonq Sorry lah bozzzz!
renee NO! SHEEP MEH! THEY DONT **** LOL!
kellyann♥ LOL! CHESS AH. I dont remember dogs playing chess. Hmmm~~ XD

I usually have very strong beliefs on my part. Well, yeah, Im very offended at the moment. There will be three two parts of which I will talk about today.
1. Adults giving respect.
2. Commercialised emozation.
3. Im not a hypocrite.

Respectless & shameless big kids.
Some adults tend to want attention from everyone at home. They yell, scream, pretend to be angry or be angry for no reason. I STRONGLY BELIEVE THAT IF YOU WANT RESPECT FROM OTHERS, RESPECT THEM. Imagine you going into a room & a man adult sitting in the chair playing computer games stares at you. You say hi, he doesnt mutter a word & focuses his lens back in the game. Thats fine. You go back to your room, your friend calls & he says he needs help in printing. You freeze up wondering which will be a better option, to be a good friend or an asshole. In 2 seconds, you go to the room in which the adult is in & ask for the computer. He turns, gives you a disgusted face, yanks himself out of the chair & throws the mouse at the table, slams the door & leaves you alone in the room for only 1minute & stares down at you again. Zz.

Another incident will be some faggot coming up to shout at you -"You're full of crapshit! You dont know how to draw the line, I'll draw the line for you! This is the line!" blahblahblah "You want me to tell your mother?!" Zz, like my mother gives a fuck. Only because there was the trip, I didnt talk back. Yeah, this happened quite a while ago in school. Im still very annoyed by this kind of disrespect. You should have limitated this kind of thing long ago. Then again, at least 3/4 of the teachers in *en** have this same stupid mentality. That giving them space to do whatever we like would make us be what they want us to be. Stupid big kids.

Basic respect like being POLITE & GIVING OTHERS THEIR SPACE, you people dont understand. What have you learnt during so many years of your life? Prolly you learn, but you dont put it to good use. You spend all your good years learning but never actually understanding & let it swell up in your body. Basic courtesy like KNOCKING ON THE DOOR BEFORE ENTERING(& not slamming it when you open/close) & SMILING BACK AT OTHERS you dont have, are you actually human?

Im not done, but I find this a tad too long for you to digest.


Attention seeking teens spilling blood.
This is a psychological problem actually but when it becomes commercialised, tables turn. Splashed all over the internet & hot in juicy gossips, some teens love all the care. Lol. What a joke. You dont slash your wrist for the sake of having a topic to blog about for goodness sake. What is this? First you do it only to try out the pain then you say you cant stop. -.- For crying out loud!

Actually I know how you feel.

Hypocrital?
Lol, if I dont like someone, I wont be able to stand talking to them. So let me ask ALL OF YOU(no matter how little you guys are),
what does being hypocrital actually mean to you?
1.You dont like them, you dont tell them but you only talk to them when neccessary.
2.You dont like them, you dont tell them & you still talk to them & laugh like normal.
3.You dont like them, you dont tell them but hint that you dont like them.
OR
4.You dont like them, you tell your friends that you dont, but you still talk to them & seem to agree with all their sayings.

/An inspired random topic from TR@bs. >:D

Hais. Life goes on whether you failed your subjects or not. Dont talk too much ahout it & you will forget! :D Of course, buck up la. (: The most devastating will be when you actually put your heart & soul into studying & turns out, your results are full of shit. "/ But still, smile! There are so many reasons to smile, why pick on the stuff that make you fed up & get unneccessary white hairs? XD Teehee!

I.
Will.
Be.
Happy.
:D when he dies.

I will continue to rant in my mind as he says he needs to use the computer. *rolls beady eyes.

Kiss my ass to bed.



Monday, July 28, 2008 @ 6:49 PM
School's like a straw.

School was fucking horrendous. Mood today was more eruptive than Mount Hekla. Luckily I had a mouth to vent all my anger. Zzz! I believe girls should be at least decent enough to sit on a chair with their legs only SLIGHTLY open & STILL. Actually, in fact, I wouldnt MIND SO MUCH about a girl whose legs are short & stumpy but sits at least elegantly on a damn chair. Especially when you are wearing a skirt! Can you imagine if a guy were to sit next to a girl who starts to open & close her legs like 8times per10seconds?! WTF. If that isnt bad enough, you turn around & start kicking your legs against your partner's chair & flirt with the guy behind. Yeah, helluva personality I say. Rock my ass off by showing off your armpits at least 12 times in 6 hours due to tying your hair. Thanks man! Just when I began to think school wasnt such a bad place for life to happen.

Chinese was as "spirit-lifting". Spent at least one out of 2 periods listening to undeserved lectures. I did put in effort for my paper. So did Vanessa, ShuTing, ChuanWah & PeiSi at least. If the elder person infront were to put a limit to attitude problems & make life more exciting, I believe none of this would happen. When they gossip & talk bad about teachers, the person infront never stopped them but instead addressed the matter only 3months later? Lol. Prototype of a monkey eating a a poisonous snake & only when the monkey died did an ape took this case to the other monkeys. -.- The blame goes both ways.

Lets check out my results Ive gotten so far!
Physics FAIL.
English BORDERLINE PASS.
Chinese FAIL.
Emaths A B.(Omg, a B from me. Zz.)
Biology BORDERLINE PASS.
Predicting results:
Chemistry FAIL
Social Studies BORDERLINE PASS
Geography BODERLINE PASS.
What an achievement.
Pending paper:
/Amaths.

Sorry for boring posts, my life is just a routine. Zz. I have lots & lots of comments about people, I should keep them to myself right? Right.

I WANNA SELL MY CLOTHES. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
In most cases, I dont really bother about other people's feelings. This
neither.



@ 12:33 AM
School skirt giveaway.

I HAVE A NEW SIZED 27 SCHOOL SKIRT. ALTERED, NEVER WORN BEFORE.
Giving out for free. Who wants?

Mum & Dad watching I pronounce you Chuck & Larry.
MY TURN! BYE~



Sunday, July 27, 2008 @ 10:34 PM
Satursunday.

Saturday~ READ FOR REFERENCE
Went out with the Queen of the Fish.




TODAY.
Met Shermine for tuition at the busstop. When I reached, bus 64 just happened to be there too, so we walked toward the bus. Wtf, right at the bus door, there was this old man, lying in a pool of blood. Just lying there, eyes open. I could draw it, but I think its really... The picture is vividly in my head. ): Shermine & I didnt talk in the bus at all. We kept thinking about the old man. "/ Only one woman bothered to call the ambulance, but I think it would have been too late. ):
Ahhhs. ):

Went to buy CLOTHES! :DDDDD (Ya lah, I very what one.) Went home & cleared my cupboard! :D I started pack at 5 & ended at 10? :DDDD AWESOME! I found quite alot of clothes I havent seen in a few years~~
<-Like selling clothes. XD
Halfway, I got bored, so I started playing with the stuff I found. LOL.

I'm GIVING OUT POSTERS! Serious! Doubled sided!







Found these really cool tees~
Our old Netball jersey. XD
P5 Camp tee. :DDD /memories of PS. Omg. O:
2004 church camp tee! :DDD /That weird bunk in place. Where we heard Nicholas tell his miracle leukimia story. (:
<- Done.~ :D



Saturday, July 26, 2008 @ 4:10 PM
Random.


My great Chinese lesson partner/chit-chat/miss minutes of lessons friend. :D


Mastura's new dick in a shoe.

Miss themmmmm




@ 3:56 PM
Sharmaine's quiz.

The person who tagged you is ?
/Sharmaine
What's your relationship with him/her ?
/Pretty great primary school friends.
Qns: Your 5 impression of him/her ?
/Great listener
/Stupid joker
/VAIN NOW! :D
/Stop s#*k*#g?
/Super chio. (:

Qns: The most memorable thing he/she has done for you ?
/Sat down & talked abit when we were reaching the end of primary school & just thought back about our 6 years. (: TONG HUA IN THE MORNING! :DDD & IRREETATING.
Qns: The most memorable thing he/she has said to you ?
/I cant remember, but I know she's got my back. :D
Qns: if he/she becomes your lover, you will ... ?
/Kill her boyfriend first? =X
Qns: If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on ?
/Not becoming my lover? LOL.
Qns: If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ... ?
/Jump off a story high building.
Qns: If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be ?
/SHE DONT WANNA ENTERTAIN ME ANYMORE. Yeah right.
Qns: The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is ?
/QUIT S#*K*#G!
Qns: Your overall impression on him/her ?
/Loves uh! ;D



Friday, July 25, 2008 @ 9:10 PM
ZX & REY


Some peeeektwers I forgot to post up. :D



@ 7:34 PM
Fxck you & her.

My heart bleeds for the poor sister, brother & mother of mine.



@ 6:06 PM

LIFE'S BEEEEEN BOHHHRING! Then, again, still, so, IM TRYING TO MEMORISEY THE HANDSHAAAAKE! :DDDD

Honestly speaking I have no idea why I pressed the "New Post" button. Zz! Changed back to original seating plan! Saladly Im gonna miss Clara! ): & her Maaars & biscuits & sweet sweet water. ): Results were revolting. D:< Still, I got one mark higher than Tricia for Yingweesh. :D Yay me! -.-
I DONT LIKE Z I DONT LIKE Z I DONT LIKE Z I DONT LIKE Z I DONT LIKE Z I DONT
LIKE Z I DONT LIKE Z I DONT LIKE Z I DONT LIKE Z!

Assembly was entertaining...... Brenda, Shermine & I were entertaining ourselves. LOL. :D
ON THE WAY TO MEMORISING THE HANDSHAKE! BUHBYE~



Thursday, July 24, 2008 @ 7:01 PM
HIGHLIGHT!

WALAO! GARY TAN IS UBER CRAPZZZ. LOL! Because of him I from fever become laughing buddha! STUPID DOG! HAHAHA. KELLY ALSO. HAHAHA. XDDDD ROCKS SIAAAA.

Slept from 1~~~~~~~~~~~~~~5.30! NEVER TOUCH MY SS AT ALL! But then again, I so smart lah hor? No need study can get full marks + 20 more marks(cher see I good girl). :DDDDDD

Left school halfway! PE WAS SUPER CRAPZSX. XD Played with Tricia & Shermine that stupid whats that thing..........SOFTBALL. LOL. All run like dogs. XD Then recess Brenda rant rant rant about ********(not according to number of letters)! XD Soon soon soooon!

HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY!
My mama & me waiting to sign out. X came out from the X room. X eyes opened as big as the sun when X saw my mother! :D My mother gin X all the way even till X left the office & went to the foyer! :DDDD
Never even call her! HAHAHA! LIKE A DOG! :DDD X balls drop. :DDDD My mama machiam exterminator. XDDD!! After X left for class my mama LOL-ed. XD Best mama of the year yo! ;D

Nooooow, CHI FAN LE! Super high after sleeping but still tired! LOOKING FORWARD TO TMR MORNING THOUGH!(but not after school ZZ! *swears in african*

/Sometimes its wrong to walk away, though you think its over,
knowing theres so much more to say.
You make that decision. You pay. :D



Wednesday, July 23, 2008 @ 10:49 PM
Under pressure

WHAT

THE

FUCK

IS

THIS?
/on the top of the building. where the wind persuades you down.
FEVER!



Tuesday, July 22, 2008 @ 3:58 PM
Im a petty lil brat.

Here's something I cannot stand;

WHEN SOMEONE STARTS TO PUSH YOU WHEN THEY WALK BESIDE YOU JUST BECAUSE THEY WALK SIDEWAYS.


URGHHHHH!



Small matter right? Yeah, thats why I try to swallow whatever shit I dont like. Now, I cant really stand it when you start talking to me because you dont even try to fucking understand!



Your just one of those lets-be-happy-and-laugh-together friends. Zzz, ughhhhh! Breathe~!


I'll blog when I allow myself to chill out infront of the comp & when I dont have to entertain my sister. "/

When you dont have younger(from the age of 1-3) siblings, you tend not to try to put yourself in his/her shoes. You tend to think that its always about fun & joy with your absolute younger siblings. Zz. I feel like a babysitter with no pay & no time given to study. Hais.

My dear friends, not all that you see is all that it is. Think about it. Thanks.



Friday, July 18, 2008 @ 3:16 PM
I love my mother. (:

I have to learn how to appreciate my friends, siblings, cousins & loving mother.

I want to show my mother that I can do well for my Olevel's no matter how crappy last year or this year was. She fetched me from school after my Physics today. I told her how much I screwed the paper. She told me it didnt matter and just wanted me to concentrate on my Olevels & she didnt mind if I screwed the whole of this year. "/ Which doesnt make sense. Zz.

Having a really bad migrane & I hate my sister, for not understanding, who keeps calling me in that freaking high-pitched voice!(Which I really dont have the conscience to because she's only 17 days from being a two year old) I seriously need sleep, badly.

DOES ANYONE KNOW WHERE TO GET CHEAP SPECS!! -.-



@ 3:14 PM
Quiz; ZhenXin.

1. The person who last tag you is:
ZhenXin.
2. Your relationship with him/her is:
Friend.
3. Your five impression of him/her:
-Speaks very softly
-Suck balls XD
-Bboyyyy
-Bballll
-Loves to jump here, jump there esp. a high storey without stairs.
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:
Bgirl with me? LOL.
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you:
Eh, suck cock.
6.If he/she become your lover, you will:
Shoot him & kill myself. Muahaha!
7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:
Killing himself.
8. If he/she become your enemy, you will:
Want to know the reason.
9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be:
He turned gay & tried to snatch my boyfriend. XD
10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is:
End his life? LOL. I DONT KNOW!
11. Your overall impression of him/her is:
Hardcore act-cool!
12. How you think people around you will feel about you?:
Most of the time annoying & irritating. ):
13. The characters you love of yourself are:
Determined when I put my mind to something.
14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are:
Stubborn when I put my mind to it.
15. The most ideal person you want to be is:
My super innocent & mind-blowing role model, VANESSA LIM! ;D
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
Man, you must be going extinct soon & arigato! (:

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you:
1♥Tricia
2♥KellyAnn
3♥Sharfana
4♥Renee
5♥Stephanie Lee
6♥Vanessa Lee
7♥Brenda Lee
/Im such an asshole. XD
8♥ShaoQing
9♥Syahida
10♥Vincent

18.Who is no.6 having relationship with?
♥Vanessa Lee; "Hello Open" XD

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
♥Syahida; 3/4 male, 1/4 female. :D FEMALE LAH!

20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
♥Brenda Lee, Vincent; Brenda will dieeee because some sotong will squirt black ink into her eyes. XD

22. What is no.2 studying about?
♥KellyAnn; Cockraoches through cradle & grave & how many ways fish fornicate.
Want to know? Go search then! ;D WWW.BLACKLE.COM

23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
♥Sharfana; Never found the time to chat up on each other since the BJing trip. "/

24. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
♥ShaoQing; Any band I like. XDD Hmm, lets say, Secondhand Serenade?

25. Does no.1 have any siblings?
♥Tricia; Yes! The reason why she's so manly. XD 2 elder broooos. :D

26. Will you woo no.3?
♥Sharfana; If I turned lesbo & green, dropped my my hair on my head, have 3 fingers on each hand and start saying "oooh" at everything I see, then we shall think about it. TEEHEE.

27. How about no.7?
♥Brenda Lee; Tried & failed. ): Still trying to get over it. *Man!

28. Is no.4 single?
♥Renee; NOOOOOO, she's having an affair with Brad Pitt & KaKa. Lucky whore. XD

29. What is the surname of no.5?
♥Stephanie Lee; THERE! LEEEEE!

30. What's the hobby of no.4?
♥Renee; Pulling Brad's hair & caressing KaKa's waist. XDDDD!!

31. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
♥Stephanie Lee, Syahida; They will if they knew each other, Im sure. (:

32. Where is no.2 studying at?
♥KellyAnn; BullShit Secondary. ;P

33. Say something casually about no.1.
♥Tricia; Ultimate crap singer & baby entertainer. :D She can be a total clown & be seriously serious simultaneously. O: Scary ya? XD

34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
♥ShaoQing; Ya, I tried not hating him. BUT AW MAN! XDDD Jkjk.

35. Where does no.9 live at?
♥Syahida; The swimming pool for terrapins outside my house. :D I dont know. She never told me cos she was afraid I went to look for her to touch her thighs. XD

36. What colour does no.4 like?
♥Renee; Its either black or white cos shes my dog. HAHAHA! Erm, prolly baby blue or pink? *Hope hope hope!

37. Are no.5 and 1 best friend?
♥Stephanie Lee, Tricia; Noo, but one's interest is intrigued by the latter's height. XD!

40. Does no.1 have any pets?
♥Tricia; Yeah, her imaginary dogs, cats, parakeets & weird insects.

41. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
♥Brenda Lee; Nooooo! She cant take my place!! XD

42. What is no. 10 doing now?
♥Vincent; NPCC-ing. Oooo~




Thursday, July 17, 2008 @ 10:23 PM
Sleep deprived.

Piano piano piano! Tricia taught me how to play alot of things since this year started. :D She definitely has patience. I hope I hope I hope I get to play Summer. (: I wish I wish I wish!

My specs suck. They keep sliding off my nose! That gives me a damn headache. Can someone tell me where to get cheap specs done? "/

SUCKBALLS! I WILL DO YOUR QUIZ WHEN I KNOW HOW TO ANSWER THE QUESTIONS. XD

CLASSMATES! PLEASE EXCUSE ME FROM BEING CRANKY IN CLASS! Im just deprived of sleep. ):

Tomorrow is Physics. I shall die. Or....we, shall, perish. Teehee.
Love, through, here.

Sleepy & happy to know that he's enjoying his life without me. (:



Tuesday, July 15, 2008 @ 9:07 PM
Sleep is my life!

MY COUSIN JUST LEFT SINGAPOREEEEEEEE! Okay, they left at 1plus laaaaaa! BUT STILL! Maaaaan, although there's peace now in my house, IT JUST FEELS SO WEIRD! ): NO ONE TO POUR MY FEELINGS TO!!!!!!!!!

At least she will be back in August! YAAAAHOOO! :DDDD Feeling so, so tired. I should go to bed soon. :D Long time never sleep at this time already. HAHAHAA. I was feeling super super bad after we went to KFC, luckily GW listened much. Im feeling much better now. (: & I have no idea why! LOLOL! OHOH! TODAY! WAS
MS MURTY & LEUVEN'S BIRTHDAY! :DDD
&&& it was English Common Test! ): I slept during half the duration. &&&&&&,
I drooled on the question paper. They was so much drool, it seeped through my other pieces of paper. Damnnnnn. & Ms Murty saw. HAHAHAHAHA!!
Anyway, I should..........................go read up on my Biology & catch up on my sleep. (((((:

I LOVE SLEEP! :DDDD So many punctuation marks. I must be mad. >:D



Monday, July 14, 2008 @ 11:48 PM
WenCong

I feel so bad. I feel so bad for neglecting you. I feel so bad for loving
you & leaving you. What else could I do? Stay with you & hurt you even
further? I read through all my chat logs with you. You were really sweet as a
friend. I really appreciated & loved you as a friend. Maybe I changed. I
realised I hadnt been talking much nowadays. Had I? When I read through
those convos, I thought, why cant you be like this now? Why cant you love me as
a friend like that anymore? Take this as a plea.
A cry for your attention
once more.
You were always right there. At the right place. At the
right time.
Was this really my fault again? I hope you read this &
know how important you are in my life. I feel like a nutshell. Hard outside yet
empty inside.

I miss you.
I miss your voice.
I miss you suaning me.
I miss your lamest jokes.
I miss making you LAUGH! Which was really hard. "/


Did I really change so much that many people treat me differently nowadays?



@ 9:46 PM
Anyhow only.

Went to CornerStone with Kel yesterday. Met Aloysius, Timonthy & Dillion. Dillion was like the second version of Gabriel. LOL! So long didnt see him le. ;D Feel like going back to COR next Sunday. (: Felt uber tired. Met new people like VivianS, LiXuan(?) & people. XD

Met Vanessa after that. Left Kelly on her way home! ): Guuuuilty. Lol. Walked here there almost everywhere. LOL. CityHall >Suntec >Marina Sq >Bugis >HajiLane >BoonKeng. :D





I finished my book in class today. :D It was really touching. DONT TAKE PEOPLE FOR GRANTED! :D

Band was -.- Uhhhhh, go bathe. (: Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees!
/Anyhow copy. -.-