I feel so bad. I feel so bad for neglecting you. I feel so bad for loving
you & leaving you. What else could I do? Stay with you & hurt you even
further? I read through all my chat logs with you. You were really sweet as a
friend. I really appreciated & loved you as a friend. Maybe I changed. I
realised I hadnt been talking much nowadays. Had I? When I read through
those convos, I thought, why cant you be like this now? Why cant you love me as
a friend like that anymore? Take this as a plea. A cry for your attention
once more. You were always right there. At the right place. At the
right time. Was this really my fault again? I hope you read this &
know how important you are in my life. I feel like a nutshell. Hard outside yet
empty inside.

I miss you.
I miss your voice.
I miss you suaning me.
I miss your lamest jokes.
I miss making you LAUGH! Which was really hard. "/