-part4.

Weinisa!

This rocker is turning 16 soon & being on time is what I can never achieve. :B
Boy at heart though trying
to be more charboh-like. >:D

Archives

Part One.
Part Two.
Part Three.
Part Four.
Part Five.
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009

credits

Ja ne

Monday, September 29, 2008 @ 1:38 PM

SS paper!

Another attempt for salvation.

ROAR, I managed to finish the bloody Social Studies paper! :D Im so fuggin proud of myself!(Except the SBQ, I said similarities was about 6months, difference is that one is more than 6months, the other was less than 6months.) During the paper, I was super close to raising my hand to tell the invigilator to shut the next door teacher up. Walao, I do the paper halfway I heard some very soothing music to my ears screaming to the highest decibel that there are 4 types of oxides. -.- Totally interrupted my train of thoughts eh. I had to sit there, clear my mind & be blur for 15minutes before continuing my paper. Bitch. I didnt realise everybody else had this problem until the end of the test. Had I known, I would have asked the invigilator to shut her fucking mouth up. I was really thoroughly disturbed thanks to her.

While the invigilator was collecting the scripts, I unintentionally smiled super brightly(happy what, I finish the paper) to this person. Whoops. Yet I was quite happy with myself cause of the more than 2second eye to eye contact. ^^! At least it feels more normal.

When we went for lunch, we saw the bloody big mouth(who also happens to be the main contributor to my gigantic headache at the moment) talking to the Mee. Lol, boh peng you. Dog. I wished I could go up to her face & say "Hey cher! You know hor, while I was doing my SS paper, alot of your teachings went into my head somehow sia! What 4oxides what ionic equations siol! Best teacher of the year! You never distract me in my paper siol! Thanks ah!" If I fail, Im going up to her. Dumbass, dont know how to control your diaphragm ah? No wonder kena scold by other adults lah! No self-awareness. Oh ya, may your breasts rot in hell!

Waited for Ms Lim with Shermine, Tricia, ShuTing, Clara for a few 45 minutes? Played like retards. :DDDD We were damn noisy lah! Omg. Lol.

Mother Tongue(Thursday) & Physics(Friday) will be doomsdays! >< (Ferk!)

My mind is in disturbia! ROAR. Come next Tuesday, hell will ascend onto earth. Headacheeeeeeeee! URGH! Physics one major obstacle to face. Holidays will be my study ground. Hais.

Save me from reality! D:

Thursday, September 25, 2008 @ 10:53 PM

Thats the way!

:D Meeting up with super duper good friends, chatting up on each other & laughing like one kind together feels great. Time zoooooooooms by & you feel so much better! ^^,

This is the way.

more or less. ;D

@ 6:20 PM

I dont do babysitting, so

you gotta trust.

@ 6:05 PM

Get better Nick!

I HOPE NICHOLAS GETS BETTER! I pray he doesnt have to experience this kind of pain ever again! Having the lung burst is really horrible & utterly painful! >< Even coughing becomes a friggin chore~ GET WELL SOOOON!

TO ALL READERS!:

BEST OF LUCK(if it helps) FOR THE UPCOMING END-OF-YEAR EXAMINATIONS!

Wednesday, September 24, 2008 @ 8:03 PM

Thanks to Leuven, I now understand how to calculate chemically. :D THANK YOU.

School's getting pretty tough. Gotta do better! ><

Tuesday, September 23, 2008 @ 4:30 PM

Exams are driving everyone crackers

School is pretty much the same every other day. But I have passed all my class tests so far! Lets see, English! Maths! Biology! Well, somewhat barely but still a good start! :D Started the week with a Chinese test & a Physics test in 2 consecutive days! I think I can make it far for my Physics thanks to ZhangSheng many many many many! Online to answer my queries from 4pm-1am on Sunday & 5pm-12am last night while trying his dang best to cram everything else into my "simple mind" or so he said. Thank you thank you thank you! :DDD Really really really hope that ShuTing can make it great for the end-of-years. I swear I will try my best to help!

A class chalet is coming up during November, hopefully. Had to stand infront of the class to talk shit today & guess what, I was super nervous. Whats wrong with me.....? Omg. Organiseeeeeee, die die die. I dont know how to entertain a crowd of 20over people for 3days with an age range of 14-15. Lousy right! I know. Some idiots seem to be more mature than others while some are dead playful. Lol. ROAR! -no offence!!!!!!-

Facebook's ridiculous games have been keeping online & well-entertained these few days. :DD GREAT! Whereas the bloody weather is just trying to get on my dang tail! Annoyed annoyed annoyed!

I miss Stephanie but I dont miss the messy room though. :PpPpP

Ehhhh, really not worth to wear the watch. ><

My efforts simply seems to be desperate attempts.

Monday, September 22, 2008 @ 11:23 PM

There she goes again. Bleeding all over.

@ 11:02 PM

Not there for me to call.
Not there for me to listen to me cry over the phone anymore.

@ 7:16 PM

Pin Xiu!

Today's morning assembly featured Pin Xiu, our school's very own Paralympic Gold & Silver medalist. :DDD I think it really is a dang big deal that she made it so far & Im super honoured that she actually is our schoolmate. Lets not even talk about getting the Gold, having just participated already is one helluva great deal.

So, GRAAAAATS with the medals & the memories taken with you, PinXiu! :D

Rants:

MrsMee's opening speech totally ruined the start of the assembly. Zzzzzzzz.
Secondary ones seriously need to focus & listen more. -.-

IM NOT ABSORBING MOST OF THE THINGS IM READING!

Sunday, September 21, 2008 @ 4:21 PM

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TRICIA TAN!

If I dont like you, I wont feel the need to talk to you. Its as simple as that. :D
If I really need you, I will cross the river & jump into a tsunami to really have a conversation even if you hate me. :D Easy peasy teasy squeezy! :D

Why blame others? Right? Hor hor hor hor. :D

Just feeling super random today. :P

Soooo, today is Tricia's birthday. BIG DEAL AH BIG DEAL AH. HAHAHA. YAH! I faked the Malaysia trip. :D I dont have a freaky cousin in Malaysia okay. Genevieve is enough. :P
Got woken up by GW's call at 625 in the morning& chionged my bath in 7minutes to meet Brenda downstairs. :D This is the first time I actually kept to my time. Remeber this hor Tricia Tan! ;D

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY TOOTHBRUSH/PASTE! :P

Brenda & I had cream up Tricia's eyes. WAHAHA, & she got her hard revenge..idiot. :P Shermine, Tricia & I got bored & started playing this put-the-most-biscuits-in-your-mouth game. We got till 19 & I started to get this digusting feeling up my tummy. First, there was a slight bitter taste of ribena in my buccal cavity, then milky milo & by the time I rushed to her dustbin to puke everything else, there was the egg smell, egg taste & eggy feeling. Eeew, yah eew. Sat down feeling woozy for a while & left soon after.

Birthday girl went for piano & Brenda left for home. The rest of us rented Kung Fu Hip Hop & slacked at my place. After the movie, they left & I slept from 11am to 2pm. :D

Tada, my day. (: How I wish I can make my family feel happy like this all the time. (: Well, not exactly my whole family *winks* if you know what I mean. :P

I miss Putri......leh.

AND YOU KNOW WHAT! We have a physics test tomorrow!

I never knew that Mrs Chin told us 2weeks ago & even reminded us twice this week!

Thanks Zhang Sheng!

Moral of the story: Try to entertain yourself to keep awake during class.

Saturday, September 20, 2008 @ 9:42 PM

Mad men.

Mad men. One in my house having it divided, one in my social circle not letting her to go. Weird. Just plain weird.

I just hate it when others are unhappy & those around them just keep going on & on & on about the topic & on & on & on about toddlers not behaving. My grandma.

May Terence get well after I go to Malaysia tomorrow! "/

@ 12:12 PM

Sec1 posts

After reading all my sec1 posts, it doesnt make any sense.
www.unviewed-.blogspot.com

WenCong my best friend? So,
why cant we just be like the past? When I would call you & just talk crap & not just message me to ask, "call wrong?" & all the anime & taiwan drama would just spill out of your mouth for me to watch.

You have all been so sweet to me. "/ Its just that, Im sorry I never cherished anyone of you till now that Ive lost it. And now, my apologies will never be accepted.

It took guts,

to have finally get a post out with a name.

Labels: exbestfriend?

@ 11:27 AM

Malaysia a day, keeps Tricia away

TRICIA TAN MEI XUAN!

SORRY I CANT CELEBRATE YOUR BIRTHDAY WITH YOU TOMORROW!

Im going to Malaysia for a day to visit my other cousin, who is sick. ): Sorry!

Friday, September 19, 2008 @ 8:58 PM

Stablilty.

Soooo, my mood this whole week has been stable. (: That is a big deal, for me.
Even whatever * shot me with his 'wateva' attitude never really bothered me much. :D

Take note, people who actually plan things deserve gratitude & not sentences like "I think very boring". Me dont like. Thanks.

@ 8:58 PM

Omg, please dont make me do anymore quizzes!

Shermeen's Quiz.
1.The person who tagged/pass you is?
Shermeen
2. Your relationship with him/her?
Friend, ex-lightbulb, friend's sister, friend's girlfriend. Multiusage;P
3. Your five impressions of him/her
-Retarded
-Uber cute
-Says "yay" & claps really hard when I leave her house
-Tends to be very crazy
-Very retarded
4. The most memorable thing he/she has done to you?
Tried explaining that * asked her for # for fun.
5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you?
Stead with me kor la (FYI, eeeew -no offence-)
6. If he/she becomes your lover you will?
Kill myself before getting assasinated.
7. If he/she became your lover, he/she has to improve on?
Controlling her retardedness.
8. If he/she became your enemy, you will?
Hang myself before getting man-slaughtered.
9. If he/she became your enemy, the reason will be?
She fed me a salty cake? -.-
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?
Erm, implant pimples? =DDDD
11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
Super uber totally retarded. :D
-Noooooooooo-

Michelle's Quiz.
Name 20 people
1. Shermine
2. Tricia
3. KellyAnn
4. GaryLoh
5. GaryTan
6. ChinTeck
7. NamChuin
8. Vincent
9. Shaun
10. GuanWee
11. SinEe
12. ZhangSheng
13. Ramdan
14. YanYi
15. Josiah
16. Depak
17. ShuTing
18. ZhiWen
19. KokWai
20. Reynard
1.How do you meet 15? >Josiah
In secondary school
2. Do you love number 5? >GaryTan
Naw, his cheese is too deeply etched in his heart ):
3. What if number 1 goes out with number 20? >Shermine&Reynard
Not bad. Fat & fat go out. :D
4. Have you bathed with 13? >Ramdan
Noooo!? If I did, HOHOHO would have sliced me into shredded vegetables by now.
5. Have you slap 16's butt? >Depak
Noooo? Wait, not very sure. ><>KokWai
Uhur, no. Sister cannot marry each other. :D
7. If number 10 left you all out of sudden and went out with 17, what would you do? >GuanWee&ShuTing
I will slap myself then think & wonder why before telling %. :D
8. Would you die for 14? >YanYi
Yah, if HAHAHA hasnt died yet.
9. Do you think 12 is hawty? >ZhangSheng
Er, his silhouette maybe? :D
10. Do you think number 2 is woo-ing number 18? >Tricia&ZhiWen
No? Maybe the other way round? Naw. :D
11. What do you think of number 7? >NamChuin
THE ALWAYS-BUSY AHPUI WHO ALWAYS TALK TO ME ON MSN. ;D
12. Do you have a crush on 3 before? >KellyAnn
No & I hope she hasnt? ;P
13. If number 4 like number 9 and number 9 likes you, what would you do? >GaryLoh&Shaun
I will never talk to Gary again! Cos hes a fucking fat whore, baby!
14. What would you do if number 8 is suffering from cancer? >Vincent
Bring & to his bedside everyday. Btw, may heaven forbid.
15. If number 11 buys a bra for number 6's bday present, what do you think colour would be? >SinEe&ChinTeck
Since they barely know each others' existence, my guess will be.....black. Ya? :D

Please, no more quizzes. *begs like hell.

Monday, September 15, 2008 @ 7:38 PM

Cos patience is a virtue,

BTW! MOONCAKE WAS SPENT WITH FAT FISHZHI DESMOON DONGQIANG & GW. :DDDD

ZKX;P

Nothing can beat me down & anyway!

everything else can wait. (:

PS/ THANKS YOUS &s LOVES YOUS LOTS STICKMAN! :DD

@ 7:02 PM

Euphoria

Life.

Freedom of speech.

Exude exuberance from beneath, within & simply everywhere.

Change someone's day today. A smile or a simple sincere thank you can go a mile.

Been pretty petty & easily agitated these days. I still believe bimbos should rot in hell with their already half-eaten brains but my MaMa taught me to not belittle people. (:

School's reputation going down the drain. ><

Demure??? You want me to be elegant???? NO LINK IN EXPRESSING MY HAPPINESS DUDLETTE! HAHAHAHAHA! *sticks tongue out & squirts a little saliva* I already never sleep in class leh. -.- =DDDDD

FanChoy, wait for my mother's complaint letter lah! HAHAHA! Orhbiquack!

Student forum? Im in no match for all of you.

MEH? :DD

Friday, September 12, 2008 @ 12:18 PM

Insanely outraged.

WHY CANT EVERYTHING BE LIKE HOW IT WAS IN THE FUCKING PAST?

WHY MUST THERE BE A TERM 'MOVING ON'.

ITS JUST SO BRAIN&HEART WRECKING!!!!

WHY MUST GUYS BE SUCH FAGS!

IS IT JUST SO HARD TO GIVE AN ANSWER.

CANT YOU GUYS STOP THINKING ABOUT YOUR DAMN EGOS & KNOW HOW MUCH DAMAGE YOU HAVE DONE?

FUCK!

Labels: rant

@ 11:54 AM

Happy your head ah!

My life is screwed. I dont wanna be like her. I would never choose a spouse that does stuff like being childish & not being sensitive AT ALL! Who always thinks he's right & when he's wrong, there are always other factors from other people that cause it.

I've had enough of what other people force me to do(when theres no reason to, ZZZ). Im soooooo tired of life. Theres practically nothing to look forward to. Even if Ive done academically well, no one will be there to congratulate me, encourage me or celebrate it. Even if Ive done well or badly in the end, its still the same. "Why cant you get an A1?" Or just a smile, even if Ive done the worst. She promised me she will be home to coach me. Where has she been? My exams are in 14 days & she leaves home till for at least 14hours later.

School is............fucked up. Most teachers are fucked up-.-

STEPHANIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
COME BACK & PLAY WITH ME!!!!

Nothing is right. Im bored every other fucking day. Just another loooooooooooooooooooooooonely motherfucker. Zzzzzzzzzzz!

Wednesday, September 10, 2008 @ 8:46 PM

Positive & going on!

Im positive. Im going positive! Towards the positive thinking. :D Being happy is nice. You make you happy. Noone else can make you as happy you can be. Sometimes feeling depressed for no reason at all is natural, this is primitive protection(YALAH, I KNOW FROM THE TEXT LAH ;p). We are built that way. :D

Leaving the computer has been good for me. Knowing lesser information is better than gossiping about everything.

Softspoken, but intelligent.
Enthusiastic, but disciplined.
Funny, but in a clever way. (Eh eh, means no attempts to fly ;p)
This is what I aim to be.
(Hais, what to do? Im not as bimbotic as so many out there. Then again, being stupid is a skill.)

What for make yourself so miserable? 笑一笑，没什么大不了！

Since you can make yourself miserable, you can make yourself happy! :D

I know why it ended..I was always thinking too far, too much!

I never understood, I never cherished the moments. Just take a step at a time! (:

Theres no need to rush, psst no need to try to FLY, just go through the motions.

If something knocks you down, thats life too. You gotta accept it. :P

Its not fair for those who care about you to keep guessing how you feel, its selfish.(yes botch :D)

So, cmon! Im gonna do what it takes to bring my social life back up again.

YOU TOO!

/Well, after exams. :D

Friday, September 5, 2008 @ 12:20 AM

happy birthday rey!