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Weinisa! This rocker is turning 16 soon & being on time is what I can never achieve. :B Boy at heart though trying to be more charboh-like. >:D Archives Part One. Part Two. Part Three. Part Four. Part Five. December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 credits Jane |
Saturday, January 31, 2009 @ 1:10 AM
Nightrice, ♥ Speaking of which, I WANT A FREAKING POLAROID! Labels: love again Friday, January 30, 2009 @ 11:47 PM
Impossible is temporary:D STLOH, HAPPYCHINESENEWYEAR HA HA HA HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY! :D You & your bestfriend game! Its spreading! O: Stay strong with your b! &&& maybe we get to watch Z100 soon! HAHAHA! :B Ok, yes Homie, my blog title is because of the thing you put on your blog. HEEHEE. I have 4 wishes to make this time I came to blog. I hope someone(me!) can make into reality. (: 1)Have a happy family. Happy family not only means me being contented & happy('cos I always will be:D), I also want my mum to be fit & strong as a bull, with 10hours of sleep everyday. No quarrels over minute dumb redundant shit. No crying over stupid & hopeless acts. 2)Want my cousins to come back home. And of course their parents so we can go out anytime & anywhere we want! Of course when Im in trouble they can help me, when they are in dipsheet, I can help them out too. 3)Forever friends. I do believe I have my rockers with me, no matter how close we are in school or outside school, whether we talk everyday or dont talk at all, I believe I have my beloved peeps who care about me. (: And of course I love them too! I wish even after we graduate we'll still meet up & have a cup of coffee(okay, maybe not so posh XD)! Like DA BOTCH. :B 4)Be focused, & perform at my peak. This, I have to take time to think about what I REALLY want. Yeah, and my NAPFA Gold. Chicken bun. ): YAY! I think I have more but I guess I dont know how to put it. I also dont want to reveal so much about my life on the internet. :P I cant do it, roar. I know that if Im contented(知足), Im happy. When Im happy, I positive thinking. Growing stronger after all the attempts of trying to hurt me. :D Labels: birthday Wednesday, January 28, 2009 @ 12:04 AM
My 2nd day of Chinese New Year Okay! To start off, Im now going to admit, I have been playing mahjong recently. :B Because I couldnt resist the mahjong's aura & impossible temptation to touch the tiles. XD Played with GW, Elton, Vincent, Shaun, Kelly, Vanessa, Damian, ZhiEn, Clement, Joshua(cowz), Joel(cowz), Auntie LeeLee & Mama most of the time. HAWHAWHAW. Won some, lost some. ;D It's okayz. Anyway, today GW, Elton & I set off for a journey (well Shaun couldnt go because his parents made him go out, sigh) to BAI NIAN. :D We had 2 objectives; 1)Take angpao(HOHOHOHO) 2)Take pictures that we visited their house(HEHEHE, my gain!) First stop! ZhangSheng's(Junki) place!    Next, ShihNing's home! :P His Mum very generous leh, but I'm still gonna keep the amount a secret. :D   Halfway to Damian's place, we met me(Vanessa)! HAHAHA.   \Last but not least, Clement's humble home for steamboat! Heeee! & duh, mahjong lah!    Most of us stayed till about 10 before we walked homehomehome. Hoho! Honestly, this post has the most lah, leh, lors in my blog okay! :DDD I just feel very Singlapolee-on today. ;PpPp Tomorrow's PE & I wonder if I'd be fit enough to run. Sigh. ____ Ask about how was my first day of CNY? Ha, I'd love to forget. (: Let's just pray & hopez, things will get better or stay this way. I'm getting very exhausted being in this family. Im glad I chose to think of the positive end. May Stef & Gerald join us next year(thats what I wish for all the time). I'm just really happy that I'm moving forward everytime anyone tries to push me back. :D Friday, January 23, 2009 @ 9:03 PM
Too little too not My stupid ears are blocked. D: They are b'cos my nose is blocked. DD: And they will constantly be b'cos I'll always have inadequate sleep. DDD: I will forever be restless as long as my stepdad doesnt look after my siblings. DDDD: I have rarely heard any elderly talk about the World War II. After I heard what they have did to other fellow Singaporeans, I feel absolute digust for the people in that generation who treated them that way. Death Railway, hanging humans in the sun for 3-4days till they were dehydrated, parched & dying and the water treatment. I could hardly contain my emotions as I felt this lump stuck in my throat. Luckily some others started talking crap afterward. Should get off the computer. Sister's waiting for me. (Mahjong craze today. ^^, Elton, Gw, Shaun, Vanessa, Damian, Zhi En.) Over you. Wednesday, January 21, 2009 @ 9:28 PM
It's no use pretending that we can fight it Sqrlz. Haaaaaaaaar. If it is, it would've been our dream come true, if it isn't, I'd be damn glad(oh saddistic if it means).Mamamiaaaaaaaa. It's 9.30pm & I realised I'm only left with a page for revision of Biology(because I love to reenact that Im a pro :B) Never act with confidence unless one has excellence in one's profession. Living day by day has never been so hard. I want achieve good grades, but I know its doesn't come without studies. I want to sleep, but I have too much revision I have to catch up on. I want to be a joker, but Im throwing my respect for others away. I want love, but it slips through my grasp. When can I ever be the best person I can be? At least to fight for my case, Im not stuck in my comfort zone. Maybe all I need is lie down for a full 8hour faint, it will seem better. Yes, maybe. I loved the hug Stickman! :D Saturday, January 17, 2009 @ 11:56 PM
And so,  LOVEIS THE MOVE MENT Addicted, addicted, addicted. I just cant stop. It feels, looks, gets better everytime. I dug out......, passion. (: I just want to get better. :DDD Been going out very often these days. Have to prevent that from happening. Even so, I would have brought my homework or something to work on in case I have a pinky of time to squeeze in. ^^ Hardworking eh? Ought to. Even if people say I never changed, to me, I believe I have. Inside of me. In the past when I was all alone(like literally at home, alone), I would be sad, agitated, feeling helpless & unwanted. Now when Im alone, by myself, I would think about all the happy things & the world turns out to be a better place. Naturally. I guess sleep helps. Ooooh, havent been online for some time so people are talking to me. Well, still I got to sleep. Hee. Pimple bombardment!!! DDD: A little disappointed with the results. Sigh. All I want to do, live up today. Friday, January 16, 2009 @ 4:18 PM
Japstyle.  ICHI NI SA SHI GO ROKU SHICHI HACHI KU JU.WATASHI WA YAO MAKAN ICHIGO AISUKURIMUUU. :DD Sigh, Im beat. Tuesday, January 13, 2009 @ 12:22 PM
Stephanie! STEPHANIE LEE SZE LIANG! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!WHY DID YOU HAVE TO LEAVE BEFORE YOUR BIRTHDAY?! WALAO EH! THEN MAYBE AFTER YOU CELEBRATE WITH YOUR FRIENDS, WE(you me eugene) CAN GO DRINK UNTIL FACE TURN FROM RED TO GREEN. HAHAHAHA. XDDD ALTHOUGH I NEVER SEEM TO HAVE ENOUGH TIME WITH YOU IN SINGAPORE, I REALLY DID MISSED YOU WHEN YOU WERE IN INDO! NEXT TIME COME BACK, YOU CANNOT PANGSEH ME ALREADY OKAY! I LOVE YOU & HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN! YOUR SEXY, SHRIEKING, SKINNY SEVENTEEN ALREADY! One more year & you can grab the drinks in their faces already! xDDDD LOVES & ENJOY! (inserts picture) Labels: birthday @ 11:42 AM
 All I want is to get better. :DDDDDDD @ 11:31 AM
The calling of the beats, @ 11:05 AM
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Putting my finger on the lid As I've said(SEE I'M NEVER WRONG, ALTHOUGH I REALLY WANNA BE IN THIS CASE), December is always the month full of heartbreaks. Anyway! School has been very much chaotic & I haven't quite settled in yet with all the DISorientation going about. Ive been very unhappy these days because of all the nonsensical retards who tend to make my life more miserable then it is already with the littlest amount of words, thank you. Oh! Just to say, IM SICK. Well, physically sick & sick & tired of staying back in school too. :B I told my mum everything I wanted to say to her, it may be hard to believe for her, but I feel better. I know Im a big meanie to feel better but I think she already knew this many months back. That I didnt like the bastard. :D Stupid principals are taking over schools these days. Oh well, Im leaving anyway. ^^ I hope to make the best out of everything this year. My classmate(HA!) made me so angry, so much so I think Im making life difficult for him. SERVES YOU RIGHT! So rude lah. Zzz. Other then that, I think life's going on smoothly though Im slipping off academically. I really am happy & feel cherished for having friends who care about me. Kelly, Syahida, Gw, Shuan, Elton, Clement, Vanessa, Shermine, ShuTing, maybe a few more. At least I feel grown up by having to weigh all my priorities properly. This year will make me feel great, no less. Saturday, January 10, 2009 @ 5:30 PM
Freebird Orientation week is OVERRRRRR!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD NO MORE SKIPPING OF LESSONS & SHET LKE THAT. :PpPpPp But but but I havent completed my A & E maths! Dipshet. D: Super duper shagged & I wonder where Im getting the strength from to sit upright. Met KeLiAn 2nights ago. It feels good neh neh neh neh neh neh neh! Meeeting ChunBai sooooooon for Syl-chubbyface-via burfdaaay. :D NewYear resolutions: Sigh sigh sigh, when the going gets tough, start not to care. :B Wednesday, January 7, 2009 @ 7:05 PM
Bz bz bum bee. So I lied, Im online & blogging 'cos I said I would be busy this month. :B Sigh, first few days of school got me dragging my poor feet home. I said I'll busy..& I hell yea! I freaking much am! schoooool(2.20) -> band(6+) -> home -> homework(9+) -> sister(12+) -> sleep(6.50am) If not, school(2.20) -> IRP(4) -> tuition(6.30) -> home(7) -> homework(10+) -> sister(12+) -> sleep(6.50) WHICH MAKES ME WANT TO SHOUT "I CANT HELP BUT DOZE OFF IN CLASS IF THE LESSON IS DAMN BORING!" D:< I can't even stay in peace on Sundays because my really adorable sister idolises me so much so I have to be with her in the afternoon. I can't revise much either. It's very pressurising & taxing(physically & mentally)! I wonder how the 2006 & 07 batch of Sec 4s did it.. >< When leadership was at it's best. Aiyoh! Stupid start-of-the-year blues! I dont like getting all nostalgic. *stupid face* I miss my P6 days. When KaiXuan & Carmen were basketball mates. When Alan, KaChai, Jeremy, WenYuan, WeeGuan, ChunHei, WeiLiang, Sam, YuanFang, & I would call each other to ask if we were playing block catching after a few matches. When I would sneak out of the house at 5am to slack at Sam's place & play ball till night. When all I ever needed to do was play MapleStory & get screwed by my Mum when it was 1am. When all I ever wanted to wish for was to be with the person I loved. :D All the childlike satisfaction was enough for me. Actually, all in all, my life was pretty much wasted, but I was happy! I felt happy. Really happy. :D Now, basketball is about skills on the match, no more block catching. I would never need to sneak out of the house anymore because, I can do whatever I wish! Family problems are the main cause of all my frustration. When now I can ever do is wait for a message. And I know my friends will be there for me, but they'll never understand me. I want a friend who knows what kind of face I'll be showing when I say I miss alot of things & I know I cant get them back. So, I want to live everyday like its my last, but all the responsibility & burden is thrown all over me to take. I want to live my life dangerously. All I can say now is... When I grow up I wanna live my life dangerously. Labels: life Monday, January 5, 2009 @ 7:38 PM
Happy birthday Happy birthday dear retarded pren of mine. :B Happy birthday Elton. (Everyday is Elton's birthday...or when Ronald says it is.) Well, I'll be busy this whole damn month. I won't be able to come online & blog. Thank you Vanny for the daily tags. HOHO! :D Come tag me still lahhhh! :D I've become stronger than a week ago. ^^, Labels: birthday Thursday, January 1, 2009 @ 2:53 AM
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