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Weinisa! This rocker is turning 16 soon & being on time is what I can never achieve. :B Boy at heart though trying to be more charboh-like. >:D Archives Part One. Part Two. Part Three. Part Four. Part Five. December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 credits Jane |
Wednesday, January 7, 2009 @ 7:05 PM
Bz bz bum bee. So I lied, Im online & blogging 'cos I said I would be busy this month. :B Sigh, first few days of school got me dragging my poor feet home. I said I'll busy..& I hell yea! I freaking much am! schoooool(2.20) -> band(6+) -> home -> homework(9+) -> sister(12+) -> sleep(6.50am) If not, school(2.20) -> IRP(4) -> tuition(6.30) -> home(7) -> homework(10+) -> sister(12+) -> sleep(6.50) WHICH MAKES ME WANT TO SHOUT "I CANT HELP BUT DOZE OFF IN CLASS IF THE LESSON IS DAMN BORING!" D:< I can't even stay in peace on Sundays because my really adorable sister idolises me so much so I have to be with her in the afternoon. I can't revise much either. It's very pressurising & taxing(physically & mentally)! I wonder how the 2006 & 07 batch of Sec 4s did it.. >< When leadership was at it's best. Aiyoh! Stupid start-of-the-year blues! I dont like getting all nostalgic. *stupid face* I miss my P6 days. When KaiXuan & Carmen were basketball mates. When Alan, KaChai, Jeremy, WenYuan, WeeGuan, ChunHei, WeiLiang, Sam, YuanFang, & I would call each other to ask if we were playing block catching after a few matches. When I would sneak out of the house at 5am to slack at Sam's place & play ball till night. When all I ever needed to do was play MapleStory & get screwed by my Mum when it was 1am. When all I ever wanted to wish for was to be with the person I loved. :D All the childlike satisfaction was enough for me. Actually, all in all, my life was pretty much wasted, but I was happy! I felt happy. Really happy. :D Now, basketball is about skills on the match, no more block catching. I would never need to sneak out of the house anymore because, I can do whatever I wish! Family problems are the main cause of all my frustration. When now I can ever do is wait for a message. And I know my friends will be there for me, but they'll never understand me. I want a friend who knows what kind of face I'll be showing when I say I miss alot of things & I know I cant get them back. So, I want to live everyday like its my last, but all the responsibility & burden is thrown all over me to take. I want to live my life dangerously. All I can say now is... When I grow up I wanna live my life dangerously. Labels: life |