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Saturday, February 28, 2009 @ 2:11 AM
Let's just keep the past here. As above(: Friday, February 27, 2009 @ 12:34 PM
Soundtrack To Your Life Ashley Parker Angel If you can hear meAnd know that im right here I heard your heartbeat It took away the fear Cuz my life is sliding I tried to ride the wave It came down crashing, it's time to start again Backwards to go forward Left at every corner Been there and back again And when the music ends Your life is a flashback A question, a photograph A statement, a story, a struggle A chance to laugh Cuz if you don't laugh you cry A last crescendo when you die So hit the rewind and listen It's the playback The soundtrack to your life First step, your last breath Everythings been planned There's questions, and answers You'll never understand I hold on, but let go I give you room to breath Remember, the best things Were never mine to keep Starting at the ending It won't break, while your bending Been there, and back again And when the music ends Your life is a flashback A question, a photograph A statement, a story, a struggle A chance to laugh Cuz if you don't laugh you cry A last crescendo when you die So hit the rewind and listen It's the playback The soundtrack to your life The soundtrack to your life And it goes by like a bullet, and my name It may be different than yours but, you got the same Beat a broken back for more I'll be dragging my own ass off the floor I've thrown my self right in and, whats the point if you don't live in If you can hear me And know that im right here I heard your heartbeat It took away the fear Your life is a flashback A question, a photograph A statement, a story, a struggle A chance to laugh Cuz if you don't laugh you cry A last crescendo when you die So hit the rewind and listen It's the playback The soundtrack to your life Labels: Ashley Parker Angel, Soundtrack to your life @ 12:11 PM
Let you go, Ashley Parker Angel Broken promises Labels: Ashley Parker Angel, Let you go @ 12:05 PM
Love, save the empty Love, save the empty ,Erin McCarley Little girls don't know how to be sweet girls. Mama didn't teach me. Little boys don't know how to treat little girls. Daddy didn't show me. Face down, on top of your bed. Oh why did I give it up to you? Is this how I shoot myself up high, Just high enough to get through? Again, the false affection. Again, we break down inside. Love save the empty. Love save the empty, and save me. Sad boy, you stare up at the sky When no one's looking back at you. You wear your every last disguise; You're flying, then you fall through. Again, the false attention. Again, you're breaking inside. Love save the empty. Love save the empty, save me. Love save the empty. Love save the empty. Stars feel like knives, They tell us why we're fighting. Storm, wait outside. Oh, love, hold us together. Love, save the empty. Love, save the empty. Love, save the empty. Love, save the empty, and save me. And save me. Labels: Erin McCarley, Love/ save the empty Wednesday, February 25, 2009 @ 7:22 PM
Birthday dedications^^    One upon a rainbow lay God's promise to not destroy humanity. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, GRACE!(18th Feb) You've been the best tuition partner I ever had! :D Luvs! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, DAMIAN!(19th Feb) It's been really great to have known you! :D HOHO! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, YUANFANG!(23rd Feb) I think you would have thought I had forgotten your birthday! But actually, I just totally forgot to message you! ): Hope you forgive me AND STAY HAPPY THAT WAY. Any problem I'll be here(: HAPPY BIRTHDAY,   SHAUNNY/DONGQIANG/JIHONG/SHAUN! :DDD As we always say, can have legal sex already! :D Luv you as always & will never take you for granted ever again! ^^v HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY, PUTRI AH JIE! :DDDD No matter how frequent or rarely we meet(well, once a year sadly) I'LL NEVER EVER FORGET HOW MUCH YOU'VE PULLED ME OUT OF MUD IN THE PAST! :DDDD LOVESSSSS! Labels: birthday Tuesday, February 24, 2009 @ 9:20 PM
IN THAT INSTANT, my sister lost her hymen membrane. *feels like extending a punch* FYI, Women who have lost their hymen membrane are usually non-virgins. So..... yeaaaaaaah. Get your own conclusion. ): @ 9:03 PM
My poor lil sister's ** My sister was balancing along this really narrow piece of wood when she lost it & hit her ** against the surface. HELL, OUCCCCH. I bet my blog is boring everyone - EVEN ME without pictures. Its been about a month since I un-lazied myself & put up some pictures. OH WELLLL! "So how do you think you would fare for English?" HALLELUJAH. BETTER TRAIN UP BEFORE OLYMPIC DAY. As Mr Chan(or whoever he heard this from) says "Do not worry about things that you cannot control, for if you could control them, you would not worry" Or some psycho thing like that. Alamak, study already results come out worse than when I dont revise! *curses in Balapapan language* Monday, February 23, 2009 @ 10:39 PM
JOSS STICKS! OMG I UNCOVERED A SUPER COOL WEBSITE FOR THOSE WHO THINK MATH IS BORING. :DDD
She's ultra retarded. HAHAHAHA. @ 7:19 PM
DRRRAB & DISGOOSTEENG, saturday PINK PANTHER TWO WAS FAWESOME! :DDDD Especially when your out with a whole clan wearing black walking in a straight line along Newton Circus. :D And of course going out with a bunch of fun-loving & caring friends you have caught up with in some time! (: Oh well, got to go & get facts right for Physics, Amaths & whatever that test is on Wednesday. :B Toodiewoos! /DONT GET ALL EMOTIONAL, PLEASE VNS! "L" Loser loser loser. :DD Labels: gary, kellyann, reynard, victor Sunday, February 22, 2009 @ 1:44 AM
Looking forward Spoke to DQ over how he handled similiar situations. :B We're aiming for the same spots, looking forward to the same education. He seemed happier than me :D I guess studying together every other Saturday might help. I'm feeling better than a few days ago. I REALLY REALLY WANT TO THANK Kelly, GW, Gary, Syahida, & ChinTeck because I think Im a total nuisance because Im always getting REALLY REALLY LOW & then normal again then SUPER DUPER ULTRA LOW then normal again. Alamak. *slaps face* SO SO SO, REALLY THANK YOU ALL FOR BEING SO SO WELL & PATIENT WITH ME!!!!!!! AND STICKING THROUGH WITH ME FOR SO LONG! :D LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!!! Note to self: Must. Stop. Feeling. Like. Shit! Thursday, February 19, 2009 @ 7:58 PM
As the pieces are getting back together & stars all aligned, Thank you so much for your encouragement. For telling me all the disasters and picking up I have to face when I dont get a degree. For showing me the amount of money you have to fork out when I get to NUS(if I ever get there my brain must have been fried 87 times before) & that all the doe would automatically fly down the drain if I dont make it there & back with a degree. That if I dont get to a JC, dont get a Alevel cert Im just hopeless & just a pest. That studying must be me. And I cannot have a life without that lifeless slip of paper. Labels: helpless hopeless and redundant, once again @ 6:56 PM
I'm only but one big fat failure. -Warning, this is a lengthy useless & lame(to you) rant post- Never felt this way before but Im so fucking stressed up with every damn thing. Im annoyed/angry/pissed/disappointed/exhausted/frayed/feeling stupid/at a loss & having a headache at this current shit moment. Can someone just tell me WHAT TO DO?!?! How I can solve my ALL my Physics questions? How I can decipher all the Chinese characters I have never seen in my damn life? What can I do to stop being so ADD & be more fucking focused to what I dont understand?! Explain to me what are all the friendship rules & regulations straight to my face so I can refrain myself from breaking them un-fucking-intentionally!!? What the hell is wrong with me?! I screwed my Bio test, my Chem test, my Geog test & prolly my MT test. Why am I putting too much pressure onto myself this time?? So much so I can feel it crawling & forcing my head down?? Or is it because of all my relatives telling me that I have to do well so that my mum will live a better life, apart from all of this?????? And that my education is so important that it is more important than my damn hellshit life???????????? THAT I CAN JUST FUCKING JUMP OFF THE CLIFF & NO ONE WILL GIVE TWO HOOTS ABOUT THIS SOUL ONCE THERE ARE ALL As?!!!! & THAT I CAN KILL MYSELF ONCE I DONT??? & that these tears the stress is initiating & all the emotions Im going through are part & parcel of the service Im supposed to render to the family? And no other living human being would bother to save me & ask about how I feel? I've totally lost my originality, creativity & the organ to express myself properly without a stutter. WHO ON EARTH AM I NOW?!?!????? In the past, I'll be happy I passed. Now a just pass feels like a knife squeezed with lemon seared through the layers of fats & muscle of the heart. Even worse, the grinning of others who get better marks than me who spend less time studying. What happened to all the HAPPY-GO-LUCKYness of it all? Conclusion: Am I really such a stupid person whom they say "study or never study also the same"?? Can someone help me? The minority who will read through all this shit & give me a hug & who will go through whatever it takes to make me feel at ease again? -end of long rant post- Labels: helpless hopeless and redundant @ 6:43 PM
Bimb. Oh fuck. Tuesday, February 17, 2009 @ 10:01 PM
8, 9, 8, 9, 8, 9, 10! Smart, smart, smart. BE SMART. Monday, February 16, 2009 @ 7:41 PM
Ache from all the smiles
Sophisticated, sophisticated, MAKE AN IMPACT! @ 6:09 PM
MUNOFS I don't know what possesed me 'cos right now, I feel like packing my luggage to fly overseas to studyyyyyyyyyyyy! ): I know it sounds really random but it's really boring in Singapore! I think it'll wear off soon. "3 I wanna join my cousinssssssssssss. T_T SO ANYWAY, MUNOFS conference ended yesterday afternoon, so I wont meet them anymore. Awwwwww, pictures capture those really dumb moments though! :D     This is Julian, the really crazy guy who got us into trouble. :B Go to FB for more, yes Im really this lazy. Yaaaaawn! Saturday, February 14, 2009 @ 11:58 PM
MUNOFS :DDDDD MUNOFS though is a little embarrasing for us, the students of Bendemeer Secondary(we went there underesatimating the situation & unprepared!!!!)it was really an eye-opener to us all. It made us realise the issues the people are facing & WE ARE COMPETING AGAINST THESE HIGHLY INTELLECTUALS IN O-LEVELS. Only makes me want to go "Oh shit, we're so deaaaaaad!" Anyway, I made new friends! :D Amelia, Julian, YiDa, John, Sumiha, Zahra, Megan. So I got into some shit with Julian. HAWHAWHAW, THAT GUY'S A JOKER! :B Then he got all, "These fxcking bitches practically have no life that's why they come here & because they have no lives, they come here & try to ruin ours. Gosh, do we really need to come tomorrow?" I wanted to LOL, but rules are rules. T_T Debates may seem very ordinary & plain to see, but when you bring it up on the podium, it brings everything else to a wholey different level. Im so so so glad & angry at the same time I attended such a conference. :D Hell, I spent 3/4 of my time on Vee Day there. :B Met up with Kelly & Reynard for dinner. :D Im doing my speech now for tomorrow. AMELIA PLEASE DONT BULLY ME! T_T Monday, February 9, 2009 @ 9:51 PM
Secret rendezvous, pinkypromised.  @ 9:30 PM
FAQ I got tired repeatedly trying to answer the almost never-ending latest question, "YOU CUT YOUR BANGS AH? WHY?!" 1)Yes, I cut my fringe straight/stuck to my forever-sticky forehead2)B'cos I got bored with the same old hair everyday & needed a laugh at myself Yah I know ugly, but at least I got guts to cut. Hehehehe & FYI(if you hadnt figured) 3)HAIR DOES GROW!!! So get a life & cos I answered all your ridiculously undeterred questions :B @ 7:21 PM
Petrified, clueless & half a step away from the coffin.
I really wish someone would stop being angry with me for some godforsaken reason, it hurts at my left ventricle. Hai. On a lighter note, Im achieving better Bio grades than last year's. B) AND, IM CHATTING WITH DARYL ON MSN! :DDD WORKING AGAIN YAY! *peace sign) Ahhhh, thanks AhFat I've a handmade Mr Gingerbread Man as an advanced Vday present. :D TOTAL LOVES!  /Everyone's tired so Ive a made a pact with myself that I shouldnt feel so bad to motivate everyone else to work harder! :DWhich spells; No sleeping in class(no.1 killer for me!), no talking shet with my dear teletubbies & more encouragement to others who seem down at the moment! (: For advanced Vday, I LOVE YOU ALL & HAVE A MERRY VALENTINE'S DAY! :D 50+ days down before absolute hardwork & complete happiness. :DDDDDDD Thursday, February 5, 2009 @ 6:57 PM
The good, the bad, the horribly wrong. So I finally bothered to download live messenger! The bad side is, I cant use it(I guess the computer hates me that bad) so Im still using the old version which I haaaaaaaaaate! D:< ___ I miss AhFat irritating me till I get a headache. I miss AhFat probing about how well or how in the dumps my life is. I miss meeting AhFat near my house to study, do homework but 75% of the time fail to complete our tasks. I miss AhFat laughing at the stupidest things I say & I laughing at the weirdest things she does. :D Yet, rest assured, we will never fade away although we seldom meet or come online to chat often because I just know we wont! (: ♥ There just so many freaking weird things that are happening at the present second & Im just too weak & powerless to change all this. Shit! Hehe, Im going to meet her now. :B Anyhowz, Im loving the life Im living in class(even though I still think someone is mad at me! D: & I dont know why lah! DDDD:) Loves Gffs! XDDD I can never fathom why your ghost can never leave my room. D:< Sunday, February 1, 2009 @ 10:37 PM
I can predict my own future. :B Its 1stFeb! :D Big deal! Of course big deal! :D Drastic change! You know why! HAHAHAHA, I CUT MY FRINGE. HAHAHAHAHA, OMGWTFBBQ. Dont tell you what I cut. HEHEHE. Anywayz, went to Jurong East's swimming complex with AnnRey! (www.guesthenextline.blogspot.com) Stop plotting your evil graphs! >:D Saturday! Went to Vanessa's house to mess up! HOHOHO. (www.th-absence.blogspot.com) Got seriously MABOKKKKKKK. Im a very lazy mammal. Lost the motivation, passion, FEEL, to blog. I just want a damn polariod to keep pictures safe in my diary. DDDDD: PICTURES SPEAK. :PpPpPp Im a busy busy bumble bee! Bzzzzz! ;D I know this will be the best period of my life. The rest, are just crap days. |