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Weinisa! This rocker is turning 16 soon & being on time is what I can never achieve. :B Boy at heart though trying to be more charboh-like. >:D Archives Part One. Part Two. Part Three. Part Four. Part Five. December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 credits Jane |
Friday, November 7, 2008 @ 7:26 PM
I suck. Sorry for not being there. Sorry for stirring up trouble. Sorry for doubting our friendship(but it really seems over the cliff). I never meant for this to die but I got scared. After these few weeks of annoyance I cant help but think back how lovely the days used to be. My life has changed from bad to a point worse than devastating over less than obvious reasons. You were never there. I needed a friend to sit beside me to listen to me cry that day without asking me why. You asked a question too many. Sometimes I can handle to be seemingly invisible, but nowadays I can be compared to air. Thats the issue. Source A says you dont care about me anymore. Source B says I cherish the friendship alot. Source C says we are drifting apart & I hate it. I still remember you asked me "why when we happy that time everyone will want to be with us, but when we sad, nobody will call us?" And till now I dont know how to answer that question my dear. Losing a/any friend is too much for me to take. No matter how much anyone says how important I am to anyone in this world at this current stage, I know Im just a nobody. And Anybody hates Nobody. Little itsy bits can really make my day yet its hard for people to show a little concern. Sigh, thanks Kelly, Gary, Vanessa, GayWoman(GW) :DDD for being there for me with me these few days when I really need love the most. (: I really need a hug. DDDDDDDDD: Thats where you were supposed to come in. Labels: concern, friendship, gary, GW, hug, kellyann, love, responsibility, sister, vanessa |