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Sunday, November 9, 2008 @ 1:11 PM
Look forward instead!

Yesterday was my first day of tuition at Linda's House thingy. It was............educational. :p Sat with WanLin, primary school friend I havent seen for more than 3years. She's..........smart. d: Almost fell asleep a couple of times but everytime I close my eyes I remember my lousy level position so I didnt. HEEEE. Messaged messaged messaged everytime the teacher left the room then WanLin was like "Wah cher go already all immediately take out handphone." There were only 3 of us so, fine.
Note: I think I really got problem communicating with humans, made myself paiseh of times. Shit shit shit, bad first impression. ROAR!

Wanted to meet Kelly but Amah got wedding(not hers lah obvious) so had to transform into nanny. ): Thing is, I decided to go back to BoonKeng when I was in Little India & was moving towards Dhoby Ghaut. Walao, ps bodohzzzzzzz. Worse still, I forgot to get off the train when I reached. WABIANG EHZZZZZZ. Must travel baaaaaaaack. Cow cow cowz.

Watched BUSTAMOVE marathon at home. The host is like super duper uber oooper retarded! Mum asked me to bring bro for a walk on a bike thingy outside. Sister came out with Auntie(maid) to play hide & seek. And guess what........



She peed on the floor when I BOO-ED her.


Yes this girl.

Peed on the floor outside someone else's house. OMFGOMFGOMFG right! HAHAHAH!

Met this pig out to talk last night. :D Stayed out till 2 talking about a lot things. It meant a lot. ^^, I feeeeeeel greaaaaaaaaaat now! :D Thanks Edward & Syahida too! Sorry I gotta fly longer than I thought it shudda lasted! Man, & I thought there was a class outing to look out for. D:

P.S., uncle is back.
I miss you.
29days before we've been dead for a year.
Do you even know I love you
& will do anything for.

Dreaming of your best hugs when I just cried in your arms
& you telling me its alrightt as long as we are together.
I told myself that it was just a dream
but still I tried to hold out a little longer.
I really thought it was real.
Even the scent of your hair was real.
I dont want to say antyhing
just hug me.
You are the only one who's tying me back to the past. Ily.

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Friday, November 7, 2008 @ 8:51 PM
Its hard


There are times when people don't mean what they say. Behind all their hurtful words are hopes that someone will understand their cryptic pleas for help and comfort.

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@ 7:26 PM
I suck.

Sorry for not being there. Sorry for stirring up trouble. Sorry for doubting our friendship(but it really seems over the cliff). I never meant for this to die but I got scared. After these few weeks of annoyance I cant help but think back how lovely the days used to be. My life has changed from bad to a point worse than devastating over less than obvious reasons. You were never there. I needed a friend to sit beside me to listen to me cry that day without asking me why. You asked a question too many. Sometimes I can handle to be seemingly invisible, but nowadays I can be compared to air. Thats the issue.
Source A says you dont care about me anymore.
Source B says I cherish the friendship alot.
Source C says we are drifting apart & I hate it.
I still remember you asked me
"why when we happy that time
everyone will want to be with us, but when we sad,
nobody will call us?"
And till now I dont know how to answer that question my dear.
Losing a/any friend is too much for me to take.
Im super duper tired almost everyday. How can I do so many things at one go? For a second, Im a babysitter, the next, I transform into the world's next role model. Sit on the chair stare at assessment books for a few hours. Pretty much loved-less with a canal down deep esteem.

No matter how much anyone says how important I am to anyone in this world at this current stage, I know Im just a nobody. And Anybody hates Nobody.

Little itsy bits can really make my day yet its hard for people to show a little concern.

Sigh, thanks Kelly, Gary, Vanessa, GayWoman(GW) :DDD for being there for me with me these few days when I really need love the most. (:

I really need a hug. DDDDDDDDD:
Thats where you were supposed to come in.

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